My light

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MADISON POV:

All I can feel, its hotness except for the part where i have been shot, it's terribly cold. Shawn takes out his shirt and push on my injury so the bleeding could stop. I have so much pain, but I don't scream, I don't cry. I'm not able to to anything. Shawn repeats over and over that everything will be fine.

I feel my feel my eyelids become heavy. I hear a big whistling in my head. Shawn is begging me to not close my eyes. I try but I can't. I let go and close my eyes.

My  eyes open suddenly. I'm not lying down on car seat, but on  the bed I had when I was  with my mom. I get up and I'm really in my childhood house. I search for my mom. She's not in her bedroom, and in the living room. She must be drunk in the kitchen. I walk closer to the kitchen and surprisingly she is cooking a good soup. She is all well dressed and coiffed. It looks like before my dad died. She was always happy, but after his death everything changed. I hear the front door open and then close. At that time, I hear the voice of the one I never taught of hearing again. Ma dad is right in front of me. I run to hug him, but I can't. I'm like a ghost. But, what is my mom doing here, if my dad is.

-Shawn - Please, someone help me, she got shot!

I'm in Shawn's arms. I can't do anything with my body. I see many nurses ran towards us. I close my eyes for a second time when they lay me down on a hard mattress.

My dad and my mom are cooking together. I can't believe it. If my dad is dead and my mom is in the same place as him, it means she's dead. I cannot believe it. While my mom was dying, I was on tour with Shawn Mendes. I'm sad, but relieved at the same time. She was suffering so much in the real world. Now, she might be happy with my dad. I would like to be as happy as they are right now.

SHAWN POV:

It's been hours that I'm waiting in this room. Only one doctor has come to see me since ans it was to tell me that it will be longer. Why did I go to the restaurant? I could have stayed with her. All I want, it's to hold her in my arms and to tell her that I love her.

-Doctor - Mr. Mendes.

-Shawn - yes?

-Doctor - I'm sorry, but our team as done everything they could to-

No, no,no, it can't be happening. Madison is the love of my life. The doctor is caress my back to support me, but I fell on my knees. She is dead. I cannot believe it. No, no, no. I want Madison.

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I'm sorry to make you live this.
~❤️❤️❤️~