My light

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Shawn PDV

Today is the twentieth day that Madison is in the coma. With every look I put on her, tears run down my cheek. Her body is so thin, so fragile. She has a pale and cold complexion. Despite that, I find her beautiful. She will always be the Madison that I felt in love at first sight.

My taughts are interrupted when Dr.Edwige enters the room.

- Dr.Edwige - Good morning, Shawn

- Shawn - Good morning doctor

- Dr.Edwige - So, Shawn, today I have some bad news for you.

-Shawn - What is it Doctor?

- Dr.Edwige - Like you know, today is the twentieth day that Madison has been in the coma. I'm sorry to tell you that her chances to wake up have gone downhill. Since her chances to wake up are almost none, I have to tell you that today is the last day of Madison. If there is no life signs today, we are going to unplug her tonight.

At that time, my heart stops. I was not ready to this kind of informations. I'm not ready to give up for Madison.

It now has been thirteen days that I sing to her the song that I wrote for her. I know it's weird, but I feel that she can hear it. I feel like one day she will wake up and everything will be like before.

- Dr.Edwige - So, Shawn. I leave you the day to get used to the idea and I will come back to fill the forms later.

- Shawn - Why do we have to unplug her today?

- Dr.Edwige - We are obligated, I'm sorry.

She does not deserve to die. She came with me to escape from her previous life. After all she has lived, she only deserves happiness. I remember all, good ans bad memories. When I met her at the park. When I was writing with her undercover and she was talking to me about her alcoholic mother. The time she came to meet me to my show without her knowing that I was the one she was talking to. When she almost ended her own life. Our first duo on the scene. Her pregnancy to which we put an end, because we weren't ready.

I can't imagine my life without her. I have nothing to hold on to except momeries. At that time I can't sytop thinking about what would be happening if we kept the baby. I would still have a part of Madison.

I think the baby would have been a girl. We would have named her Skylar. This name means strong, love and beauty. I love this name. It wasMadison's idea. Skylar would be so small with brown hair. She would have the same smile that Madison. I think I would be a protective father... maybe a little too much. She would be my treasure...she would remember me her mother. Once adult, she would have the same little character as her.

I take her hand and repeat « I can't lose you. I can't lose you. I can't lose you.»

I decide to sing to her for maybe the last time that I wrote for her. I sing to her while my eyes are filled with tears and I take her hand.

[ I promise that one day I'll be around

I'll keep you safe

I'll keep you sound

Right now it's pretty crazy

And I don't know how to stop

Or slow it down

Hey

I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay

Just let me hold you for a little longer now

Take a piece of my heart

And make it all your own

So when we are apart

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone

All of a sudden, I feel her hand squeeze mine. My heart is racing. My brain is spinning in every way.

- Shawn - Doctor!

- Shawn - Doctor!

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