**THIS MAY BE TRIGGERING SO PLEASE STOP READING IF YOU THINK IT WILL I DONT WANT THIS TO HURT ANYONE **
** charlottes point of view**
I sat on the bathroom floor with a blade held against my skin. I had been told several thousand several times to kill myself, so i would.
I slashed and slashed at my wrist, blood pouring and tears falling. When the blood started to flow heavier i grabbed a pen and paper and wrote my last words through sobs;
'Dear luke,
I hope it isn't you that finds me. I just hope that someone will give you this letter.
This is not your fault. Well technically it is but i don't want you to blame yourself, the hate i got when we broke up pushed me over board.
I want you to think of what you said to me when we stopped being a thing. "Find someone that makes you as happy as i did" and luke, please do that. I love you. Goodnight moon
- charlotte x'
I signed off the letter as i lay on the floor waiting to die. Tears rolled down my cheeks as i made use of my last breaths.
"Goodnight moon and goodnight you when youre all that i think about, all that i dream about, how'd i ever breathe without." I sang.
I tried desparately to continue the song but i notied that blood was pooling around me and i was becoming light headed and sooner rather than later my last tear left my eye, i took my last breath and my last thought was of him.
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A/N: GUYS THIS MADE ME CRY
OKAY THIS ISNT THE END BUT THE REST OF IT IS GOING TO BE REALLY EMOTIONAL.
Im stating now that charlotte IS dead and she isn't coming back.
Thanks for reading! I love you x
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