Close as strangers

Chapter 10- So long and goodnight

A/N : IDK WHERE THIS IS GOING BUT I THINK THIS IS GOING TO BE EMOTIONAL

**Lukes point of view**

Over the past few weeks i've spoke to charlotte briefly and not for long.

Aisling and michael, calum and erin, Ashton and eve were always, and i mean always, communicating with each other some how. They were all so in love and eventhough i thought i was sure i loved charlotte, a part of me was feeling differently. I didn't know of me touring was the problem or she didn't love me or i didn't love her. Thats crazy. I knew she loved me. Did i still love her in the same way, that was the question.

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**Charlottes point of view**

Luke and I, we hadn't spoke properly in ages and the girls were constantly on the phone to there long distance boyfriends. It seemed like luke just didn't want to put the effort in to us being together. As much as i hated to admit it, he didn't seem to care about me. He was the love of my life, my sunshine, my everything and he had been since the moment i laid eyes on him watching the heartbreak girl music video almost two years ago. But the person you fall in love with isn't always the person you spend the rest of your life with. Just as this thought enters my mind, my phone buzzes and i start to feel sick to my stomach as i see its luke phoning.

"Hey baby!" I say a bit too enthusiastically.

"Charlotte we need to talk" luke clears his throat. "I'm not sure if i still feel the same way i did when i first met you. I dont know if youre the one. I think we're wasting time talking on a broken line, i havent seen your face in ages. It seems like we're only as close as strangers."

Tears start to blur my vision as my breath hitches in my throat.

"Luke..I-i dont know what to say" i choke out.

"I'm sorry charlotte. Im losing you in a thousand faces. I can't do this. We can't be together. I've seen the hate you've been getting. I don't want that to continue. I want you to be happy"

"Luke without you i couldn't be happy. You're my happiness. You're my everything." The puddles started to fall down my face as i remembered what i had said to him weeks ago and i hear him gulp as he did too.

"And you are mine charlotte. You always will be. But i need you to find someone who is going to be there for you everyday, some one that will make you happier than i did" luke says softly, close to tears.

Tears fall harder as i read the last word.

"Did?" I ask already knowing the answer.

"Yes charlotte. Its over. Pleasd find someone that will take care of you. Please find someone that will give you the world. A part of my heart will always love you. I'm sorry. Goodbye."

And you can hear him start to cry as the line goes dead.

He had been everything i'd ever wanted in life. And everything i could never had. The few weeks we'd had together were the best weeks of my life.

I had just lost my everything and my phone flashed.

"Luke5sos: single😁"

Followed by a ton of tweets from his fans.

"@charlotte1996x looks like you were too ugly for him"

"@charlotte1996x he realised he could do better ha"

"@charlotte1996x he doesnt need you anymore, kill yourself."

"Kill yourself"

So i would.

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A/N: DRAMA AND A CLIFF HANGER OKAY I'LL UPDATE THE REST TONIGHT BECAUSE IM GETTING EMOTIONAL OKAY THANKS FOR READING ILYSM X

ig : @cutemuke