Psh "Story Of My Life"

The beginning of 6th Grade year

12/24/14

I didn't know what the fuck was happening to me. Its like lumpy Alyssa went to the gym; but she didn't. People were starting to notice me and it was terrifying me.

Deep down inside me I always wanted to be the center of attention but definitely not like this.

The first day of 6th grade was overwhelming to me. I know that my body and my attitude has changed to be more mature then It was before but not enough to be able to control all of my emotions. Yet still with all of these changes, I walked into class with my head held high waiting for any insult to come my way....... Yet when I walked in all I got was turned heads. All I got was the people from elementary school staring at my face like they've never seen me before. I'm still me; what are they looking at? Is all I could think. As I sat down in my seat everyone turned their head back to the front to pay attention to the teacher standing in front of us.

The rest of the day at CM Epps Middle School went exactly like this. while walking through the hallways I complete stares that I tried to ignore. Yet there was one stare that I could not and that was Storm James.

Storm James was one of the most adorable people that I have ever met. He had a love for music and was in the same band class that I was. He was one of those guys that you could push off a cliff and he would still forgive you. He had dark brown eyes and fair skin, yet a little bit on the chubbier side, but I had no room to judge considering what I use to look like. while his hair was cut fairly short he was still quite adorable.

As I caught his stare walking through the hallway I bumped into a girl that was right in front of me whos name was Kat.

Kat had short blonde hair and brown eyes, with freckles that covered her entire face. She was around my size and had a very beautiful smile, yet very LOUD. I instantly liked her.

I sat with her and Storm at lunch and we became very good friends. They each told me about there home lives and each of their hobbies. It was weird to have friends after being disliked for so long, but at the same time I was very happy to have each of them as a part of my life.

Around the middle of the school year I became to have a real liking for Storm. While me, Kat, and Storm were all very close I just seemed to want to get closer to him. At this time I didn't really have a phone like all the rest of my middle class so It was hard to communicate with anyone outside of school. Yet still I told myself that I would find a way.

I told my parents that I wanted to date a boy and they were kind of surprised to be honest because they literally thought I didn't have any friends. (I was kind of bad at communicating with my parents, which is a bad thing because of how strict they were. Please DO NOT DO THIS, and speak to your parents, its so much easier when you communicate with them and it will really help you in the long run.)

Anyways after some convincing at a Chinese restaurant they finally said yes ;they just had to meet him. Let me just tell you that I could of ran out into the snow right then and there. I was pretty sure that my parents would of never said yes to anything in the world but they did.

So me and this boy starting "dating" (only at school) but I had to keep lying to him because I didn't want him to know that I didn't have a phone. I kept telling him that I lost his number or some shit like that, just so he didn't know. By the end of two weeks of lying I just broke up with him because I felt that it was just easier then having to hide the truth.

When I told my parents that it ended they weren't surprised. In fact they were laughing and told me that it was going to happen. At this age I thought it was the end of the world and didn't talk to him for the rest of the year.

Me and Kat during this time got very close. She ended up meeting my family and I ended up meeting hers. We did some wild shit together and Its actually quite funny because she was the one that introduced me to fanfiction and smut and Wattpad, so who knew?

The first wild thing that I ever did with her was probably sneaking out of the house.

I was still in the 6th grade at this time and I was very oblivious of strangers I guess. I was staying the night at her house and we decided it would be fun to walk all the way to the school park, (which was like 6 blocks away), at 3 in the morning. We ended up sneaking out the back door and walking all the way there. I was trying to act tough and strong but I literally could of shit my pants.

We only stayed at the park for 20 minutes and then decided to leave because we were on school property and we could of been caught.

On the way back I kept hearing something following us but I couldn't really pick up what it was. Every time I looked behind me I couldn't hear it anymore so I kind of just ignored it and kept talking to Kat to keep me company. Then all of the sudden I see this man behind us I swear to god. To this day I don't know if he was chasing us or not, but it sure looked like it. I mean what old man walks towards 2 young girls at 3:30 in the morning?

So I screamed and me and Kat ran the last half a block home. We got back just in time with my heart in attack mode. I felt like I couldn't breath and I was so mad. I was so mad at myself especially for even being in that situation. We spent the rest of the night crying and reading 5sos Fanfiction.

So hey! How was that?

By the way now I am almost 17 so a lot more happens I promise

Right at the moment I am just trying to lead you into my life and its going to get better

The next chapter is gonna be adding on to my 6th grade year (Anything that I missed) and my 7th grade year!

Stay sour, stay strong, peace