Psh "Story Of My Life"

End of 7th and all the way up

Just a heads up my chapters about to get a little bit longer :)

11/14/16

When David dumped me I felt alone you know? I bet a lot of you do too even if you have a lot of different people looking at you.

The girl he broke up with me for was Mallory Smith and she definitely was easy on the eyes (she still is). Mallory I would say is around 5'3 and about 125 pounds if I had to guess. She's as curvy as a soda bottle and almost Always has a head turning her way. Back then I thought she was the biggest bitch but I had no room to judge because honestly I didint really know her.

During this time I was having a lot of family drama going on. I always felt that my parents were after me even if they weren't trying to be. I never really knew how to feel about myself and I fell into a really dark depression.

I walked into school one day and had gym for first period (like I always do) so I started to walk there. I went into the locker rooms to change into my gym clothes. Then all of the sudden one of the teachers opened the locker room doors and told me that I was checking out of school. All of this really confused me considering that it was the beginning of school, and my step mom and dad did not tell me I had an appointment or anything, so honestly I was kind of worried. Even if I was a little scared I decided to think nothing of it and walked to the office in a causal matter.

While turning the corner I saw my dad but he looked tired. His eyes were strained and he looked like he had not slept in months.

That's when I knew something was wrong.

At first he did not tell me what had happened and we walked to the car silently. As I shut the car door he turned and looked into my eyes and actually smiled. He asked me where I wanted to go and I asked what I was doing outside of school early. This has never occurred before.

We went to our city park, (not where I chose to go but what he had thought was best). As we got out of the car I saw the tears slowly strolling down his face and I couldn't stand it anymore."What's Wrong" I asked his head turning to mine. He paused for a second and turned to look at my face. I hated to see him this way.

"Your mom" he said, "she's been in a fatal car wreck and I'm sorry." He was crying for me this time. Its like his tears were making up mine.

I couldn't cry because I was so confused, at the time I felt so stupid. So ignorant and numb. Then it hit me all at once.

She's dead. My mom is dead.

My legs fell from under me and the only thing holding me up is my dad holding the center of my back hushing my muffled sobs into his chest.

My mom and my dad got a divorce when I was around 1 years old and my dad got full custody. When I was around 3 me and my dad moved from Louisiana down to North Carolina to be with his family instead of around my moms. At the time my dad also found "she" (Ill get to that later). My mom was not emotionally well off and never had been. She has always been the one to drink away her problems and to never settle down with just one man. ( I wonder where I get it from smh).

My mom came back into my life when I was around 7 and around that time I decided to go live with her for a little while till I started to notice that her life style had still not change. We ended up getting kicked out of her apartment because she was backed up on bills and I ended up having to live with my best friend Luka.

I met Luka when I was seven years old in Cary NC t some elementary school that I can not remember today. I thought he was the most magical human in the history of the earth. I was seven years old and he was literally my other half.

One day me and my mom were in the car and she said that she was going to take me somewhere. We pulled up in front of this big white house with huge windows. We walked up to the front door, rang the door bell, and waited for someone to answer. As the door opened I saw Luka standing in the door way I was so excited. I literally just thought it was a playdate. As I saw Lukas mom I gave her a big hug and decided to do the same to Luka. To me he kind of seemed shyer than usual but I did not think to much about it.

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After awhile of playing with Luka and Riley (his little brother), I got called into the room with all the adults sitting at the kitchen table. As I sat down Lukas mom asked me one question that changed everything. "How would you and your mom like to live here. " In my head I was like who the fuck would not want to live with their best friend like what???!!!!!". So of course I started to grin and smile and all the works. As I finally ran back to the play room, I finally came to the realization that I was going to be living with my friend for quite a while.

Me and Luka did everything together. Hell Luka was my 1st kiss. He was the first person I went to when I was scared of the dark. Luka was my pride and joy and I would give anything just to be able to see what he is doing today.

I lived with Luka and his family for around 6 months and that's when the drama started to happen.

Me, Luka and Riley were at burger king when Lukas dad announced that him and Lukas mom were getting a divorce but that's not the worst part.

HE WAS LEAVING LUKAS MOM FOR MY MOM

WTF

Heh well um I was not as upset as the other two but actually kind of joyful. I figured that it meant that me and Luka were gonna be together forever but obviously it did not turn out that way. So since they were on joined paychecks now, Lukas dad got the kids and decided to move back into the apartment with my mom.

So I know I had not mentioned a lot of my dad, but even though during this time I was living with my mom full time, I was still going to my dads every other weekend.

I was around 8 at this point in time and my dad told me that I wouldn't be going back to my moms anymore and I was confused. Apparently my mom had called him drunk in the middle of the night at the apartment and told him to never to bring me back but of course I did not know this part. So I didint go back intill that summer.

During this time I spent a lot of time with my dads new girlfriend and him and felt very happy, even though I did miss Luka.

When summer came around my mom picked me up with Luka and of course Riley and Lukas dad so we could all spend the summer in Louisiana. I was excited to see Luka again and to be able to play like we did before.

I stayed with them for about 3 weeks in a trailer at my moms friends which was pretty fun that I honestly cant really remember today.

The last day with them I know was really emotional. Luka gave me a quarter with Texas on it to remember him goodbye (he told me to never lose it and that would be our lasting friendship), and I'm pretty sure he knew that I was not gonna be allowed to see him again, ever after this day. My mom was bawling most of that day and really didint spend a lot of time away from me; not even for a second. She kept repeating I love you over and over and over again.

My dad came to meet her half way the day after to pick me up and SHIT WENT DOWN.

As soon as I saw my dad outside the car window I was very excited. Yet as I went to open the car door I noticed that the door was locked so I couldn't get out. As I saw my mom hit my dad in the face I knew that I needed to get out fast. Luka and Riley were both screaming and Lukas dad was already out of the car starting shit also with my dad. So me being me I climbed in the front seat and unlocked the car doors and stepped out.

I started to scream and yell and everything I could to make them stop. I just wanted to notice me for once, and they did. Yet in a blink of an eye my dad grabbed me and threw me in the back of the car, with my mom beating the shit out of them. As my dad kept his composer, he climbed in the drivers seat started the car, and we were on our way. I was screaming and yelling and telling him to stop. I didn't want to leave my mom behind I loved her so much. I loved Luka so much.