Happy New Years,everyone!!!!
I hope this year served you well. Because this year sure fudging backhanded me across the face :)2018 was a.....Not the greatest year.
We lost a lot of wonderful human beings this year and everything just went down in a burning pile of shiz. But hey,we made it.
You know,I was planning on killing myself at the end of July this year...Things were happening that I couldn't really handle well. I don't exactly remember why I didn't do it. Probably because I'm a PUSSY- Jk,It was because I gained back my senses and decided to try again for some stupid reason that I also don't remember.So I'd like to thank you guys,including the ones that probably won't see this. Thanks for being there for me when I needed it. Even when I tried to push you guys away....
I'll admit,I'm pretty embarrassed I publicly talked about me wanting to die. There's probably some young children who shouldn't have to know about that kind of stuff yet. And you guys,who shouldn't have to deal with my bullcraB.....Probably gonna delete those extra chapters after I'm done with the book-
My mind is still f*cking messed up. But it's coming along. Also,thanks for being there for the other peeps here who needed help too. This place has some nice people. And I'm ranting now. But this book is literally called 'Ranting because why not",so meh.
Pretty sure 2019 will either go equally as terrible or even worse. But nonetheless,see you guys on the other side.
I hope you all have a fantastical year.
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