Let Me Love You(sequel to All your little things)

Chapter 2

I awake to screaming and Louis trying to wake me. I get up and grab Mirabella out of her crib and pull down my top, as she breast feeds I lay back down completely echausted.  Louis kisses my forehead lightly and whispers I love you as he leaves for work. I mouth the same and smile.  Louis is leaving soon for college.  I've already graduated I start in a week. I'm afraid when he leaves I wont be able to live without him, tears threaten to fall as I think about it.  I shake my head and look down at Mira she opens her eyes one blue one green and eyes me carefully.  she makes a ton of cooing noises and giggles.  I can tell she's done so I put up my boob's and pick her up smiling at her I put her in her walker, I laugh as I watch her bounce around.  "I love you Mirabella. " she responds with a bunch of incoherent noises.  I go to the kitchen and start to make coffee and some cereal. when I finish I sit on the couch and start to Eat.  I've been going to school Monday thru Wednesday and then working Thursday thru Sunday. I miss Mirabella everytime I'm away but I need the money.  me and Louis got this good apartment right by the school and my work. my mother babysits usually but I have a backup just in case. I check the time 846am I have to leave at 910 am to be there by 930. I finish my bowl of cereal and coffee and set it in the sink.  I get dressed in my glasses I have yet to put on, a big T-shirt and a pair of skinny jeans.  I throw on some cologne and grease my hair back. I smile at the mirror, it's been awhile since I'm actually looked like me.  I check and see Mira laughing and giggling at the TV. I shake my head and grab my bag.  I go towards her and kiss her on the forehead.  I get down on my knees and grab her face "I love you so much it's crazy." she giggles and pushes me away in response. I stand up and grab my converse. I put them on and as I grab my sweater I hear the door being knocked on then opened. "it's me" my mom said.  I smile "hey mom. thanks so much. love you. bye bugga!!" I kiss her on the cheek and do the same to Mirabella.  as I hurriedly exit and drive off.