Let Me Love You(sequel to All your little things)

Chapter 17

December

WARNING GRAPHIC

I'm walking home from college , it's late nearly 10. I stayed to study for my big mid term coming up. I hear my name called "Marcel" I turn and see micheal running up to me. I stop and wait for him. "Wanna hang out ? Get a beer." I shake my head walking away from him. He grabs my hand "wait. Come on . Let's chill. " I tell him no again walkig away I think he's gone since I don't hear him catch up I turn down the alley to my house. I hear footsteps and then my back smacks against the wall of the building to the right. I look up seeing micheals blue eyes staring at me I try and scream but nothing comes out. He turns me around so my ass in the air. My stomach turns queasy, I try to fight him off when I hear his pants unzip, I kick him which results in a punch in the pack I sceam in pain and he slaps me for sreaming. He roughly tears my pants off and I hear him shuffle and I know he's taking out his penis.

The next few minutes were the worst I've ever experienced in my life. worst then getting pregnant at 16. Worse than anything with Louis. Worse than the bullying. All that was a 2 compared to this. This ... This is a 10. When he's finished I feel gross and used up. I sit on the ground sobbing till he leaves. eventually I stand and put my torn pants back on. I know I'm bleeding down there, my whole body hurts . I whimper as I limp home. I see nialls car parked in front and I groan, stopping in my tracks. Not today please not today I limp home and I see niall at the door with flowers, fuck our date. He notices me immediately obviously noticing my horrid appearance he rushes to me . Asking me several questions I barely hear him, I don't realize how bad I'm crying until I hear a high pitched scream I look around for a second not realizing its me. He looks at me and hugs me and I collapse falling apart , I feel him grab my legs throwing me into the air and catching me carrying me to the house. I wrap my arms around his neck and crying on his shoulder. He lays me in my bed and I start to lose it when he tries to leave so he climbs in bed with me holding me until I fall asleep. God I don't know how I'm going to do this. Any of it.