teenage mind

hello 2019

in the edge of this year, I'm so grateful that I'm not as sad as before.

2018 is a difficult year for me. in this year I was searching for my true own-self, even though until now I'm still confused. but I'm so grateful for the journey this year gave, I began more stronger, adult, and stable than before. this year taught me about insecurities, and then I realized that every people have their own advantages. it's a jumping stone for me to writes this without any doubts, I'm so happy for all of the things that happen in this year including my tragedy.

hopefully 2019 more better than 2018 and, I will be walking more faster than before because I've got a lot of goals in next year, based on what I had been learning from last year. from now on, I will be more appreciating what life gives to me, I must accept all of the things that might be happening next time. a new year means that we must leave our tragedy and start a new journey again.

in the edge of this year, I really hope too, my soul isn't standing on the edge of its life again. because what things had passed, it wouldn't comes back again.