Bts One Shots

2018 New Years Note

December 31, 2018

As 2018 is coming to a close, I wanted to reflect a little. This book was a very important way for me to get myself out of a depression and back into writing. And yes, sure, I got just that, but what I didn't expect I'd get is this amazing community around it. It's important for me to put this in my most read book because I want it to reach as many Army's as I can. BTS are the whole reason I continue to push myself to write and update. I don't know if you knew this or not but I want to be an author after college. I want to write my own books and go on book tours and have my books touch people the way amazing authors like Rainbow Rowell, Jenny Han, Jennifer Niven, and David Leviathan (and many more) have done for me. I've always had a passion for writing ever since I was a little girl, but there have been rough patches. Times where I thought my writing wasn't good enough or that I'd never make it in the field because no one would ever read something I wrote. I joined the BTS fandom in 2016 after the bs&t comeback and ever since then, I've felt motivated to continue doing what I love. I know this is random, but, fun fact about me: I had never watched the MAMA Hong Kong acceptance speech that BTS made where Jin talked about their disbandment. I had been putting it off because I knew hearing it would crush me, but I put that aside and watched it because I knew it was important to them that we knew that they struggled and that, they too, go through hardships. You can only imagine how much that hit home for me with almost giving up writing, I felt a bittersweet comfort knowing that they too feel discouraged sometimes and it got me thinking, they mean so much to so many people. They are the cause of so much happiness and I don't know what I'd do if they were to disband. I've been made fun of, teased, laughed at, and been told derogatory things because of my love for these boys and it was all and still is worth it. I will always stand proudly with them and wear their merch and flaunt their pictures and have them as my lock screen on my phone and just support them in anyway I can. I can't see them in concert or go to fan meets, but I will sure as hell sit at my laptop and stream and vote and care for them. I will buy their merch and flaunt them because that's how I can show my love. And through these amazing 7 idiots, I've met so many beautiful people that I'm so happy to call family. Army's, we've had our good moments and our bad. We've fought with neitzens, ignored antis, and even argued with other fellow K-pop fans, but we've stood strong. Through of the hardships, we've made it through it all. Even through our day to day lives, we've endured so much shit because you know what, life's hard for everyone, but at the end of the day, we're right back to here. To now. To our boys and this beautiful family of a fandom. I just wanted to say thank you to this amazing family for accepting me and allowing us all to band together and support these 7 amazing humans.

And to antis who are always trying to bring us away from supporting our boys, I'd like to bring back probably the most iconic line from BigHit this year:

We have nothing official to say. We will focus on our comeback.