Short Stories

"The Anxiety of Acceptance"

12/31/18

One last writing for the year.

"The Anxiety of Acceptance"
By: Bloody lover/Niya

Sulking in sadness and slight anger.
Anxiety pumping through my body.
Sadness on my face.
Anger in my heart.
Constantly wondering what they are doing
Dying to feel happy.
This isn't easy.
Cutting ties, I did it!
So why does it feel like I'm going through hell?
I don't want to kill myself.
I just want this to be over.
Go back to being happy.
Go back to talking the same again.
If there ever will be an 'again'...
This is strange.
The jealousy of what could be happening.
This will never be an easy thing to get over
But I know that all of my
Crying, Anger, Jealousy, And Depression
Will be worth it.
The last thing at the end of this stage will be Acceptance.
The Anxiety of when and where it will happen.
I'll be scared when it comes but,
I'll be happy when it comes.
And when this hell is over,
I hope I haven't completely lost you
And we can talk again.
Just as Friends.