Abaylon ~ The Romance of Derrick

Reconecting

Italia

"I didn't want to make that choice but every time i looked at her i saw that mans face and was afraid of what i would do..."

Rose

"It was for the best dear... Don't regret it you did what you thought best!"

......Italia's POV..........

After that conversation with my sister I finally came to terms with my choice...

Derrick has continued to pursue me even though I try to push him away. Only I do not know for how much longer I can or want to.

And that scares me...

If I tell him about my reincarnation this time around what will be his reaction?

When I tell him how I dated a man in high school. A kind man who was someone I could have married but didn't because he died in an boating accident.

How after that his father became obsessed with me saying it was my fault his son died.

That when I found out that his dead son left me behind in this world pregnant I was scared.

Terrified after his father found out and kidnapped me and beat me till I lost our child.

Then decided to keep me locked away to become his sex slave for two years.

When I eventually escaped I was pregnant with his child and I gave it up for adoption.

Tell me how am I supposed to tell him? I do not know and that scares me even more cause I do not know how Derrick will react.

I decided to go see Derrick and tell him everything but when I pulled up to the ranch I heard talking through an open window. Thankful I came on my bike today the didn't hear me arrive but I could hear them talking.

It was Derrick and Julius Derrick

Derrick

"Im scared brother... Italia. She her eyes hold so much pain and fear. she still loves me but i have to be careful around her. anytime i move to fast or get to close she flinches..."

Julius

"I don't know her past sense she and you parted centuries ago but... i am sure that when the time is right she will tell you. I also believe that she will heal from what it is that once broke her. just remember... whatever it is shes scared of Is Not You."

After those words I heard something that shocked me.

He cried.

Derrick Eonus was crying. Deep sobs.

Now how can I tell him?