they say this is new
and it will be a fresh start
but my tainted ideas
and my dirty soul
are coming with me
as I attempt to begin
anew.
they say it is going to be
different this time.
but I'll still have you,
haunting my nights
and floating around
my thoughts,
like a memory I wish
to forget.
they say I am going
to feel it within myself,
they say this will be
a good change.
but what kind of
change would I want?
what kind of brainwashing
might they do to
remove you
from me,
to give me the good change,
they all say I
should desire.
