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The following afternoon 6:30 am

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The following afternoon
6:30 am

The blinding Fays from the sun already at it peaks wakes me up on this dreadful yet beautiful morning. I just want to crawl within myself like a hermit crab and resurface when I'm ready. Unfortunately that's nit life and I will not do so I will stay strong and continue on as I've always done.

I roll onto my back on my queen sized bed snd let the softness of my covers and sheets provide me the comfort I'm craving within. while I've tried to stay strong ion the outside I'm crumbling within.

I honestly don't know what to do with myself anymore. I love Zachery with everything in me every fiber of my being I breathe him he's my life. I can't just give him my life goals and aspirations all up for some damn wolves. I'm not stopping my life to go luna a bunch of ungrateful Lycanthropes. They have no consideration for anyone else's lives whenever they get a mat outside their species they expect that mate to uproot and leave their family to transition into pack life. While their mate gets to stay where they've always been and be close to their family. it isn't fair and it isn't my fate. I have my own destiny to tend to other than mothering a bunch of fucking wolves. now don't misunderstand me I love all species but I am nit in the mood. My body aches, my soul aches, I am crying on the inside my heart has been ripped out my chest and I've had to natch it back and put it back like it was never ripped out in the first place.

Rapes never okay regardless of the circumstances or the reasoning behind it matter if fact that shit aren't even valuable factors in anything forget that. I won't tolerate it, how will I explain to my future children that daddy raped mommy within hours of meeting her for the first time in forever. No hell no, Zachery will father my children and that's a vow.

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