My Undying Adoration

Scence V

The following day

I lay here in her bed staring at the ceiling with a heavy heart and a heavy mind. I know she's hurting but I'm not sure how I can help. I don't know what to do to make this situation right. She's a mystery, that I've only started to solve and I'm no where near done.

Mating isn't Faerie way. Faeries fall in love with whom they please, marry whom they please, have multiple relationships and so much more almost like
Human. Only some species have mates, yet not all. So how does she end up with a mate ? Now with Emerald shes different, she has to be. She loves to read about and study other species. So she knows what species have mates and all the other information about them that's I wouldn't . She isn't as ignorant as the rest of us who don't care about things that don't directly involve us. She also teaches me and her family because knowledge is power. Ignorance isn't always bliss. As in my current case. I feel like I'm going to loose her forever.

This situation is SO FUCKING hard.  I love her. But if she's destined for someone else who am I to stand in the way of that. All I want is her happiness and mine also, I wouldn't be happy holding her hostage or keeping her from her one TRUE LOVE but what about me. I know it's selfish to think that way but honestly what am I supposed to do. How am I supposed to feel. I love her I've spent years loving her, she's everything to me.

There's a while growing in my chest and I don't think I'll ever be able to close it.

As I make my way to my (favorite) older sister's room, I realize something I cannot feel her presence here. I step into the from anyway and I can automatically feel she hasn't been here for hours now. Even though I can hear someone breathing I know it isn't her.

"Zachary ? That's you isn't it" I question my sisters submissive.

"She's gone Dav" is all he says.

I feel around her dresser to see if she left me a note or anything of the sort. Which she did,

Dear Dav,

I write this letter to you because I know you're going to be the first in the house to acknowledge my presence and search for a reason. I will tell you this it's too much to bear speaking on now. It's hurts too much I'll be back when I feel myself again. I love you all dearly look after Zachary for me. He's going to need comfort.

She never told us what happened when just some cryptic words that we could barley decipher plus no one wants to think their assumptions are correct until she finally tells us what happened on her own accord. I wonder why she left without telling anyone though it isn't like her to leave a note. Guess I'll just go back into my room and leave Zachery to go home peacefully.  He  must be hurting too after reading the note.  Must of been around when whatever transpired. Don't understand any of this. Zachery would never willingly let harm come to her so.
Whatever happened must of been real bad. I can feel it in the air through his emotions whatever happened is going to change everything .

As I step out of that dark atmosphere. I'm greeted by the smell of food, Apolla must be cooking. Making my way into the dinning room to see the table set, not an unusual sight. We mostly eat as a family but Emeralds not here so it feels empty. Being the youngest male to all females sometime is hard. Even though its not my fault and Emerald makes me feel better. Not saying that I'm not close to all my sisters but Emerald just gets me, she's my best friend. Im hurting for her deeply, I pray she gets through this I would drop by and see her but I know she needs her space or she wouldn't have left.

"Emerald went to her sanctuary to find peace after whatever transpired, Zachery is upstairs getting ready to leave" I tell my family while sitting at the dining table gathering food on my plate.

Everyone looks up at me with knowing eyes.

"She left a note explains she'll be gone for a week and she needs time alone from everyone so that she can mend what was broken from within, so please allow her the self healing she craves" I begged.

Apolla and Artemis sigh knowingly "We will allow her the time and space she so desires we see the pleading in your eyes we will not disrupt her, we promise" they say simultaneously.

I hate when they do that creepy twin shit sometimes they can be so eery. It's like they're the same person split into two faerie bodies.  A lot more creepier than any twin pair I've met before.