“Just an option”
By Mary Lynn Apordo
Yes I’m just an option
Always the second in this civilization
Not the first when it comes to your perception
And was neglected when you are with your first selection
I’m the person who always be at the corner
Waiting for the so called forever
Smiling if saw two people together
Even though behind my smile is a person who is a loner
No one chooses someone like me
No one sit in one table with me with a cup of tea
If there is then it’s not just two and we’re three
Then again even though I’m still lost ‘cause you talk together with glee
Lost the words to say
Lot’s of phrases that was created every single day
Puzzled letters that I want to put into words but my mind would not agree
Sad but the truth is me in myself is not free that’s why there’s no you and me
Looking at the reflection in the mirror
Seeing myself with horror
Asking myself this feeling so poor
When will I become someone’s first honor
