I walked around the mall with Gus his hand in mine.
We've been acting more couply ever since we had sex.
I mean he did say that made us engaged to be boyfriend and girlfriend.
"Bitch come here" Gus pulled me into him wrapping his long arms into a hug around me.
I could hear old people scoff at how we acted.
A girl wearing a short skirt and tight crop top shirt being hugged and called a bitch by a tall guy with a lot of tattoos.
It looked kinda weird.
But I didn't care because I've always looked kind of weird.
Dressing like a "slut" and wearing weird make up and long decorative nails made me look kinda weird.
I pulled away and rested my hand in his. "I love you" He kissed the top of my head.
"Love you too baby" I kissed his cheek. "Actually Kitten. I wanted to ask you something-..." He trailed off looking at me.
"Yes?" I asked laughing.
"Do you wanna like-" He was cut off by some lady.
"A young lady should NEVER dress like that or associate herself with people that look like... This" She glared at me.
"What the fuck, who are you?"
The lady gasped.
"Elizabeth is that... Is that you?" She asked staring at me. "How do you know who I am?" I questioned looking at her harder trying to figure out who she was.
I've never seen this lady before in my life.
Gus glared at her. "CAN YOU LEAVE US ALONE LADY I'M TRYING TO ASK HER ON A DATE!" He yelled at her.
"I am her MOTHER do NOT raise your voice at me like that young man!" She yelled back.
Before anything I felt my tears fall. She tried to hug me but I pushed her away.
"You ABANDONED ME! LEAVE ME- LEAVE US ALONE!" I yelled crying so hard that I almost fell but Gus caught me and wrapped me in his arms.
"It's okay Princess don't cry" He whispered kissing the top of my head.
"Get OFF of my daughter!" She yelled making my cry harder. I couldn't see anything because my face was in Gus's chest but I kind of heard them.
"Is this woman bothering you?" I heard a new voice say. I slowly nodded yes.
A few more things were said, a few words from Gus, I felt his chest move under me.
I soon felt myself being picked up and carried.
Gus stood me up outside and held my waist. I covered my face with my hands because I didn't want him to see me cry.
"Uncover your face Princess" He whispered gripping my wrists gently. He pulled my hands off my face and I looked down.
"Don't cry Princess, I'm right here" He chuckled grabbing my jaw gently lifting my face up so I was staring at him.
"Hey" I whispered looking at him.
"Hey kitten" He chuckled looking at me.
"I know you were about to ask me on a date Gus and the answer is yes but I really really need a hug right now" I said feeling more tears forming.
He immediately pulled me in for a hug and kiss the top of my head. "I've felt alone my whole life, I felt that I had no one and then I met you Gus, When I met you everything changed, you made me feel. I don't know, wanted" I laid my head on his chest as he stroked my hair.
"I can call Bex" He whispered kissing my ear. I nodded yes and he grabbed his phone out his back pocket.
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"We're going to my room" I told Emily as me and Gus walked into the kitchen.
"Leave the door OPENED" She looked at us. She ran over to me and hugged me.
"Sweetie were you Crying? Gustav what happened?" She asked looking at Gus.
"She saw someone she didn't want to meet." He answered looking at the ground.
"Gus I think we need to talk about this alone. I'll facetime you later okay?" I stood up on my toes and kissed him on the cheek.
"Okay Princess" He whispered leaning down and giving me a hug.
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"Now tell me what happened" Emily made me a cup of Tea since I wasn't allowed to drink Coffee.
"I met um... My... mom" I whispered the last word.
"Honey..." She whispered walking towards me and wrapping me in a hug.
"I love you so Much Emily" I cried on her shoulder. "You loved me when nobody else would"
"I will always love you Honey, what did she say too you?"
"She saw me and Gus hugging and She was like "That is no way A young lady should dress and she should not associate herself with people who look like that" And she was talking about Gus. And I was like "Who the fuck are you?" and she was like "Elizabeth is that you" and Gus yelled "Can you leave us alone I'm trying to ask her on a date" and she said "Do not raise your voice at me like that I'm her Mother" And she tried to talk to me but I started crying and I almost fell but Gus caught me"
She hugged me Tighter.
"Do you love her? Do you want to leave me for her?" Emily asked.
I could feel her crying on my shoulder. "No, no, I love you" I hugged her back tighter.
"You and Jessica are all I have. I love you two so much" She hugged me tighter.
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"Liz!" I heard my name being called. I turned towards Gus to see him running towards me with a bag in his hands.
I covered my face with my hands and squeaked like a loud because I knew he was about to hit me.
I heard him loudly stop in front of me and his minty breaths fall on my head.
I uncovered my eyes and looked up at him. "Hey" I chuckled. He smiled widely and stuck the brown paper bag out in front of me.
I chuckled at him and grabbed the bag out his hands. I opened the bag as he watched me intensely making me hella nervous.
I took the contents out. Gus watched me as my mouth went wide.
"I love you" I whispered leaning up to wrap my arms around his neck while hugging him.
"Can I watch you do them?" He asked. I nodded laughing because I knew nails always fascinated Gus.
"We can do it at My house, Emily has work all night"
"Perfect, because I wanna close the door" He whispered kissing me on the ear.
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LOVE LETTER |• Lil Peep •|
FanfictionHer. Elizabeth Lorena God something about her name. It messes with my head. ~~~ Book one: Love letter Book two: Stop the car In Loving Memory of my beautiful baby peep. I will always love you, Rest easy Gus🐣💛