LOVE LETTER |• Lil Peep •|

💜Chapter 5💜

I woke up next to Gus and smiled at him. This was something I could get used to.

"Hey Kitten, your finally awake" He chuckled in his morning voice.

"Hey" I hugged him tighter. "Bex gets back today, lets go pick him up, okay?" Gus smiled at me.

"I need to take a shower, what time does he get back?"

"11" He left a kiss on my collarbone.

I picked up my phone to see hundreds of notifications but ignored them and check the time to see it was 8am.

"It's 8, I don't want you to go home" I frowned at him. "I'm sorry kitten, I have to shower too, and get dressed" He stood up and yawned.

"Okay fine" I sighed standing up and giving him a hug.

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"Bexey! Give me a hug" I smiled at him and he pulled me into a hug. "Hey lil E." He laughed as I hugged him.

Bex and Gus did a bro hug thing then we all started walking, me and Gus accidentally matched which was funny.

"Gus, Tye my shoe, Bex can you hold my phone for me?" I handed Bex my phone and sat on the ground next to Gus so he could Tye my shoe for me.

"Thank you" I smiled at him. "No problem Kitten" He laughed.

I heard a camera flash to see Bex taking a picture of us.

"When you two start dating I WANT credit"

"I don't like him like that you dummy" I put my hand out for Gus to grab but he shook his head no and stood up by himself.

"What the hell?" I asked standing in front of him.

"What?" He rolled his eyes at me.

"What's your problem?"

"Get out my way Elizabeth" He rolled his eyes at me. It somewhat hurt to here him say my full name. It hurt for him to call me anything besides Kitten.

"Gus what did I do?" I grabbed his hand but he pushed me out the way. "I said MOVE" He stormed away.

Bex wrapped his arm around my shoulder as I cried into my sleeve.

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Kitten😻: Gus what did I do?

Kitten😻: Seriously why are you mad at me

Kitten😻: GUS I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING

Kitten😻: Please answer me?

Gus💜🤠: Stop texting me

Kitten😻: WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?

Gus💜🤠: Why don't you like me Liz

Kitten🤠: I do like you!!!

Gus💜🤠: No you fucking Don't! I'm tired of waiting around for you. Leave me the fuck alone.

I threw my phone on the ground and started crying into my knees.

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I walked into school to see Gus making out with some blonde chick. Bex and Tracy standing next to him talking.

Gus looked up at me then looked back down at the girl. "Hey Liz" A voice said behind me then tapped me on the shoulder.

I turned around to see the blonde. "What do you want Ryan?" I looked at the ground.

I was wearing a white crop top with a black skirt and fishnets with high top black vans.

"I want to apologize" He grabbed my hand in his and looked me in the eyes. I shrugged and looked back at him.

"Yes?"

"Look Liz, I'm sorry, I was a dickhead I admit it. But I wanna make up for what I did, Please?" He looked down at me.

"I'm sorry Ryan I'm not really up for anything, I accept your apology though"

"Okay I'll see you la-" He started to say but was cut of by Gus punching him in the face.

"What the fuck you asshole!" I screamed pushing him backwards. "What is your problem!" I screamed while crying at the same time.

"Liz I-" He started to say before I cut him off.

" 'LIZ I' SHUT THE FUCK UP GUS! YOUR A DICKHEAD! YOU YELLED AT ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON AND MADE ME CRY THEN YOU WERE MAKING OUT WITH A GIRL IN FRONT OF ME BUT SUDDENLY A BOY TALKS TO ME AND YOU GET SUPER ASS HURT? Leave me the fuck alone Gus."

Gus

Liz didn't come back to school and she wouldn't answer the phone.

"Is Kit- Elizabeth home?" I asked the butler who opened the door. He nodded his head yes and stepped aside to let me inside.

I walked to Liz's room which was on the first floor.

I opened the door to see her sitting there eating hot fries while watching netflix with tear stained cheeks.

I walked over to her and wrapped her in hug. "I thought you hated me" She cried into my chest.

I sat in the bed next to her as she cried into my chest. She was wearing shorts with a cropped hoodie. This was the first time I've seen her wearing anything other than Jeans or a skirt.

"I'm sorry for hurting you kitten. I didn't mean it" I whispered stroking her hair.

"I don't wanna be mad at you, Your my only friend" She cried harder.

"I'm a dickhead. Kitten you have nothing to be sorry for, it's okay" I kissed the top of her head.

She looked up at me then smashed her lips against mine. After about two minutes she pulled away.

"Sorry" She whispered laying her head on my chest.

"Liz I'm sorry... I have a girlfriend"