LOVE LETTER |• Lil Peep •|

🌻Chapter 17🌻

I walked into school to see Max, Tracy and Bex but no Gus.

I walked over to them and stood there listening to their conversation about cheese fries.

"Are you okay?" Max elbowed me a little. I looked up from my phone and at her. "Yeah why do you ask that?"

"Because... Your Elizabeth Lorena. And you are wearing PANTS in Public. I've never seen that happen before. Are you sure your okay" She looked at my pink sweatpants and fluffy jacket.

"Yes! I'm fine!"

"Where is he anyways?"

"He um... He didn't want me to tell you anything but he... left"

"To where?!" I asked sounding more like I cared then I wanted to.

"He moved. To LA"

"Why didn't he fucking tell me" I cried crossing my arms over my chest.

Okay me Bex and Max are close sure but Gus is my only real friend. The first friend I've ever had.

"He thinks you hate him"

"I should fucking hate him but I don't because he's my best fucking friend and I love that dickhead no matter what" I was full on crying now.

Max hugged me as I cried on her shoulder.

He fucked me up but I still loved him.

I love Gustav Ahr.

Gus

"You need that girl out of your life man. You fucked each other's up way to much." J shook his head taking a hit from his blunt

I HITJGRXXN LIKE WHATS THE DEAL BRUH

"I fucked hers up more. I should've at least told her. I still can't believe I said that shit to her. I'm a dickhead"

"Your never gonna see her again. It doesn't matter now the past is in the past."

I shook my head and stared at my shoes.

I fucked her life up as much as I possibly could.

I played with her heart.

Made her trust me.

Then said some fucked up shit to her and left her more broken than I found her.

I fucked her life up but I knew one thing.

I fucking love Elizabeth Lorena

Finally book one is over bro. I'm excited for this second book. First chapter is gonna be out MAD SOON okay bye time to go mark this book freaking COMPLETED