LOVE LETTER |• Lil Peep •|

✍️Chapter 16✍️

I forgave him.

I mean, I wanted us to last for more than less than a week so I basically had too.

Besides what if it was just his mom or some shit and I was being petty?

He still seemed nervous all the time though.

"Come on baby I don't wanna stay here. I wanna go out and do something" Gus grabbed my arm and pulled me out of his desk chair.

"Do what?" I groaned. He paused the song I was listening to.

"I don't know. Go to a park or something"

"And scare children? And get yelled at by Old heads screaming. 'That's not how a young lady should dress' I'd rather not"

"Mall?"

"Nuh uh. I don't feel like skateboarding all the way there"

"Then what do you wanna do?"

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"Okay... Not gonna lie your idea was better" He laughed. "I'm a genius I know" I smiled back.

I stood up and put my clothes back on.

Gus also but his back on. "I still can't believe you have an indoor Pool. What else do you have here?" He laughed.

"I don't really know. I'm always in my
room" We walked back to the best place in the whole house itself.

I changed into some pink sweatpants and a yellow tube top.

Gus walkedover to me and put his hand inside of my shirt and started rubbing circles on my stomach.

"I love you. So much, don't forget it okay?" He bent down and whispered in my ear.

"I love you too" I leaned up and kissed him. I walked into my closet and got him Sweatpants and a hoodie.

I stole them both from him.

"Why do you have my clothes?" He asked laughing.

"As my best friend and now boyfriend it is and has been a LAW that I get to keep your clothes. Thank you, end of discussion."

"Well fuck. They smell like peaches. But you smell like peaches so I love peaches"

He changed into the clothes in front of me as I watched his every movement.

"Come here Kitten" He chuckled looking at me staring at him. "I'm gonna miss you so much" He whispered in my ear.

"Where are you going?" I asked pulling away from our hug. I waited for an answer but he just shook his head no.

"I meant um, when you go to college. You know you can still come with me. Please baby I wanna be with you"

"Why are we talking about this? Gus we have five whole months together until college and stuff."

"So? Kitten literally NOBODY is stopping you except yourself!" His tone got angrier.

"GUS MY MOM!" I yelled back in a duh tone.

"YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A FUCKING MOM ELIZABETH!" He covered his mouth as soon as the words left.

I stood there in shock at what he just said. "Liz I'm sorry I didn't me-"

I cut him off. "This isn't gonna work. It's over. Get out."

"Liz I-"

"GRT THR FUCK AWAY FROM ME GUS. I DON'T EVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN. I thought you were different. I guess pink hair and tattoos don't mean shit"

He shook his head no. "You don't mean that do you? Tell me you don't mean it kitten. Please" He was crying now.

"LEAVE ME ALONE" I yelled back now we were both crying.

"I love you Elizabeth Lorena. I loved you since I first saw you. I'll go now"

"Fuck you Gustav. I fucking hate you"