Amnesia // Cube SMP // Book One

Chapter 34

~ Unedited ~

Lia.

I sat on my laptop, watching the video almost finnish uploading as I began to type in the description:

Hey guys, today was a serious video, I appologise if you were wanting a Cube, survival game or what but I felt like I had to get this delt with. Social Anxiety and Stage Four Depression were serious problems for me when I was younger so I hope this video encourages you guys to think before you assume no one cares, I will always care for you guys, even if you hate me, even if I don't know you, even if I hate you. I will always care.

<3 Lia

I pursed my lips clicking the save description button and waiting the last couple of minutes for my unedited video to upload. I added in some sad music in the background but that was it. I sighed, refreshing the video a couple of times, watching the views raise.

Comments started to roll in and I scrolled down to the comment section, reading through the comments. 

I love you Lia <3

Please dont ever leave us <3

i have depression and yr video made me feel so much better

you mean to world to us

we are always here for you too, Lia

i love you too

<3

I smiled as I read through the comments, telling me to stay strong and to never give up. I replied to a few, telling them to stay stong and thanking them for their support. One comment in particular caught my eye.

Bayani ( A/N dood - ahh the good old Bayanidood days )

we are all always here for you Lia, never leave us. We wouldn't be able to live without you cheering us on each day, hell, I wouldnt be able to live without you. Stay strong and please don't leave us <33

I instantly clicked the like button and cringed at the annyoing noise it made. Two months later and I still despise it. I locked my phone and laid back on the bed, hearing the door open and then close tightly behind the person.

Footsteps were heard as the person walked closer and closer to me. The footsteps then stopped and the bed dipped beside me as a body laid beside me. "Don't leave me." The familair voice of Jordan spoke and I smiled.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled my body closer to his. I closed my eyes and placed my forehead against his chest which was slowly raising and then lowering. I heard his steady heartbeat as he pulled me closer to him.

"Please, just, promise me you won't think of doing that again" He whispered, his breath smelling of syrup due to breakfast being a couple of hours ago. "Please, promise me you wont" He spoke, his arms wrapping tightly around me.