can you keep it a secret?

chapter 1 - transfer student

ever since then,
shiro would always come to the playground and play with shoyo and the others.
days, weeks, months, to years.
they've grown attached to eachother.
they became best friends.
although shiro feels much more than that, she keeps it a secret so their friendship wont end, and it seemed that way, for shiro atleast.
"good morning shoyo~"
"oH, gOoD mOrNing sHiRo - cHan"
"your loud as usual"
"wHat dO yOu mEan lOuD?"
shiro looks at shoyo with a stern face
( kinda like tsukki's )
they played cops and robbers together, their faces was filled with joy.
"shiro, shoyo come have a snack"
"oOOooOooh snAcKs!!" shoyo said excitedly.
"shoyo, wait up for me!"
"here shoyo, its meat buns :)"
"ooOOoOooOOh!! mEat bUns!!!"
shoyo gobbles up all the meat buns
"hahha shoyo you look like a dumpling"
"mmhghmhmgmgmm"
"i dont know what your saying...
ah, hEy sAve uP fOr mE"
they eat their meat buns together as shoyos mom took pictures of them.
the played again until it was sun down.
"bye bye shiro!"
"bye bye!!"
shiro and her mom walks away.
everyday till night shiro talks about shoyo and the games they play.
her mom was filled with happiness seeing that her shy little daughter finally has a friend of her own that she enjoys with.
it was at the moment shiro's mom asked her if she liked him.
"and then when we were playing cops and robbers i was the cop and i always tagged shoyo when ever he tries to ru–"
"shiro"
"uh, yes mom?"
"do you.. like shoyo?"
she was flushed red
"h - h - h - h - haaAAAAAA?"
the neighbors woke
"s - shiro quiet down!"
"ah..... im sorry mom.. its just that  shoyo is my best friend... i wouldnt want to loose him if i were to like him.."
"what are you talking about?
whats wrong with liking someone?
shiro.. liking your best friend doesnt really mean that he'll leave you...
im sure that he would stay no matter what you feel.
and, you are a good girl shiro,
a cUte one in fact!
you have such a nice smile!!
her mom starts tickling her.
laughter fills the household.
"your right mom! im sure he'll never leave me! even if i like him or not!"
"thats the spirit :)"
shiro and her mom always shared a bond.
they are always supporting eachother even at shiro's age,
shiro leaving her would be devastating.
*the next morning*
after kindergarten shiro would always visit shoyo's house and play till dawn.
*diNg dOng*
it was silent
*diNg dOng*
"why arent they answering?"
*dING DONG DING DONG*
she does continiously
"heY sHut uP alrEady woUldYa??! im trYnA sleEp heRe!!"
the neighbor shouted
"oh im very sorry!!"
shiro says flustered
"why arent they answering...?
maybe they went somewhere?
the supermarket maybe?
ill just call and visit later then..."
shiro walks home concerned
"mom im home"
"ah shiro!"
"mom? why are you shouting, what's wrong"
"did you go to hinata - kuns house today?"
"hm? ah yeah i kept pressing the ding dong button but no one was answering"
"s - shiro... hinata - kun.... they moved away.."
"huh?"
"a few minutes ago, hinata - kun' s mom called saying they went to tokyo"
"tokyo? isnt that far away from here??"
"i know but, hinata's father had some trouble moving work stations, so he was moved to tokyo"
shiro's eyes was suddenly filled with tears, the moment they got out her heart started cracking, she thought that her and shoyo would be together like always, but it wasnt.
"mom... we'll visit them.... right?"
"o - of course!! of course we'll visit them!"
"o - okay..."
shiro replied crumpling her skirt, she ran towards her room, jump towards her bed and started crying.
a few weeks later shiro and her mom went to tokyo to meet hinata and his family.
"shiro, were here"
"ah, okay!"
they exit the bus and see tokyo
and the people it was calm and peaceful.
"waAh! tokyo is so pretty!!"
"isnt it?"
shiro smiles.
its only sometimes she sees her smile, though she smiles most of the time with shoyo, its somewhat a first to see her smile at different things.
"shiro, come on we have to go"
"okay~"
a few minutes of walking they arrive at their destination.
"were here shiro"
"is this where shoyo is?"
"yup~"
she smiled.
her face was filled with excitement to see shoyo again.
*ding dong*
"yesss?"
the front door opened, it was a different person.
"huh?"
"what can i help you with?"
the stranger asked
"ah, we were looking for the hinata residence? were probably in the wrong household, im sorry please excuse us..."
"no, wait"
"ah, yes?"
"your in the right household maam.."
"eh? but they arent here?"
"no... they were."
"?"
"they lived here for about a week or so, but the husbands manager apperantly gave him the wrong file to his work station."
"heh? so that means..."
"yes, he got the wrong file so he and his family moved again"
"so, where are they now?"
"for what i know... miyagi?"
"eH? but thats really far away!"
"ah, is that so? can i ask where do you live maam?"
"ah, we live in kanazawa.."
"oh, i see... well i cant be much of help so i hope you find who you've been looking for!"
"oh no maam, you've done enough to help us, thank you so much!"
while they were walking away, shiro's mom peeked at shiro once and awhile just to see how she feels.
"hey mom"
"ah, yes shiro?"
"does that mean we'll never see shoyo again?"
"what?! no shiro!! of course we'll see them again!! i promise you we'll see them agai–"
"you dont need to mom.."
"...shiro–"
"its fine, you've done so much for me already."
"shiro..."
"mom, its fine, its fine that i wont see him again."
shiro faked a smile clenching her fist,
her eyes were shining, she was about to cry, she so young yet, shes already breaking.
—11 years later—
{shiro schooled at kanazawa for another 7 years until highschool.
shiro and her mom moved to tokyo so that she can school to nekoma,
fortunately she only schooled nekoma for 4 months and shiro decided to transfer to karasuno.}

*dingggg donggg dangggg donggg*
"okay class take your seats,
theres gonna be a new transfer student so all of you should be kind to her okay?"
*whole class* "okayyyyyy"
"you can come in"
the door opens to see a pretty girl walk in,
"hello, im sasume shiro.
its a pleasure to me you,
please take care of me~"
shiro notices an orange haired boy looking at her, she smiled to him.
**i found you**