Better Now

15 ✧༺♥༻∞ Broken Over You

The next day, Yoongi woke up to the mess he had made in his room.  He started to cry when he saw Jennie's pretty face all crumpled.  He was feeling sorry for himself again and ignored all the calls and texts he received from his good friends.  He was so embarrassed about Jennie calling him out on looking up her skirt.  He needed a little time to get over it, but that wasn't the only reason he was upset.  Every time he saw Jennie with Tae, he made it clear that Jennie was his and Yoongi couldn't stand it.  He wanted her to be his.  He was so upset that he had ripped all his drawings of her in frustration.  He was ashamed of the way he had drawn her and the fact that she had seen it was really embarrassing.

But Jennie wanted him to be okay as quickly as possible so she decided to go to his house. It took all of her resolves to knock on the door and was greeted by Yoongi's aunt. She was a pretty lady that looked like an older female version of Yoongi. 

"Is Yoongi home?" She asked with a shaky voice full of nerves.

Instead of inviting her in, Yoongi's aunt came outside and gestured for Jennie to sit at the picnic table.

"Ma'am?" Jennie gulped nervously.

"Don't be scared miss. I just wanted to talk to you," she smiled. "Yoongi was very upset yesterday which led to him destroy one of his drawing pads which I noticed had mostly renderings of your pretty face. Can I assume you two may be more than just friends? You don't have to answer that. I know it can be complicated but what I wanted to say is please don't play with his heart. For a young person, he has had to deal with more than most and it's been an uphill battle getting over the worst of his depression."

"I understand and I don't want to hurt him. It wasn't my intention..." Jennie hurriedly said in a shaky voice.  "I really need to talk to him, please.  Ask him if he'll see me."

Yoongi's aunt went back inside to talk to him leaving Jennie to wait.

"Yoongi, your friend Jennie is here.  She wants to talk to you."

"No, I can't!"

Yoongi felt like he was holding his breath waiting for his aunt to say something.  She walked over to him and held his hand in hers.  She often let him have his way so he wouldn't be more upset but she realized that we need to get upset in order to grow and face things.  Sometimes you just need to deal with it and the sooner the better.  So she spoke to him softly but firmly.

"Yoongi, sometimes people hurt us unintentionally.  Give her a chance to explain."

"She didn't do anything.  It's me that's embarrassed."

"Well then, this is your chance to make it right."

Yoongi looked up at her face.  He looked so vulnerable that his aunt stroked his soft hair reassuring him that everything will turn out okay. Yoongi tried his best at a feeble little smile and nodded yes.  After a long pause, he said, "Can you tell her to come to my room?"

"Okay, sweetheart."

Yoongi picked up the drawings and shoved them in a drawer.