The pair cuddled for a little longer before josh decided to change from his onesie into some jogging bottoms. He returned back to Tyler deciding to lay back down on the bed with Tyler for a bit.
Josh noticed it had been a while since tyler has said anything to him as he looked over realising Tyler was staring into space
(A/N mentions of blurry face, insults, struggles with mental health)
'You're worthless, all you ever do it make josh's life harder." "You're a terrible daddy, he deserves someone so much better." "Josh doesn't really like you he's only with you cos he feels sorry for you." "I bet he doesn't actually want you to be his daddy." tylers thoughts whirled round, taunting him. It's been a while since blurry had appeared at this force. He has led been doing so good
recently.
Josh tapped Tyler calling his name, he still didn't snap out of it. He shook him on the shoulder calling his name a bit louder. Eventually Tyler seemed to come back to him hit instantly cuddled close to him hiding in his neck. Only when he heard him sniff did he realise he was crying.
"What's wrong love?" Josh asks
"Blurrys so loud and I don't know why." Tyler sobbed out
"Oh baby I'm sorry, c'mere." Josh said, holding Tyler even tighter to him if that was possible.
Tyler had been looking after josh for a while now, it was not Tylers turn to be cared for.
"Wanna talk about it baby?" Josh asked
Tyler didn't reply straight away but josh just waited patiently for a reply.
"He's saying I'm a terrible daddy, I make your life harder and you don't actually wanna be with me but feel sorry for me" Tyler sobbed out
"Sh sh sh, you're okay baby it's okay." Josh says
"Try and calm down for me baby, you're okay. Blurry is wrong I can tell you that now. I don't feel anything of those things I love you so much.im do greatfuk for exerting yiu do for me." Josh said softly
Tyler continued to cry a little longer but josh let him, he needed to let his emotions out and that's fine.
Tyler laid on joshs arms crying for another 10 minuet before they slowley died down.
"M sorry joshy." Tyler croaked out.
"Hey don't apologise baby. You're allowed to have bed days it's okay."
Tyler continued to sniffle and cuddled further into josh.
"I've got you sweetheart, I'm here."
