Dangerous Love (RM fanfic)

You're Alive?

The next few weeks were hard for me to wrap my head around everything I have been in Kim's room with all the lights off crying every time I thought of family I see my mom's dead body laying there on the ground with blood coming out of her chest I remember every smell from that abandoned home "Hey you haven't been out in a while come on" he says pulling me out of his bed and putting my coat on me then pulling me out the door "Joonie where are we going?" I ask as he pulls me along with him "listen I know you're sad and there is nothing I can do to change what happened but I can try to make you feel better" he says holding my hand and pulling me into the woods to a little lake "what is this place" I ask in curiosity "well this is where I came to think about things" he said smiling at me and sitting down. I sit down along with him and I put my head on his shoulder "it is nice and I have been doing a little thinking too" I say "oh, yeah, about what?" he asked looking at me "well I want to be your girlfriend too Joonie" I say pulling him by the collar of his shirt and kissing him. When he pulls away from the kiss he starts to stutter "I-I w-wasn't e-expecting t-that b-but I-I t-think....No I k-know I-I love you Y/N" I say getting up with him "oh, really let's go for a walk" I say holding his hand as we walk down the street holding hands I see a woman walking towards us I don't really get a good look at her face or anything so I put no thought into looking at her until she gets close "mom? Joonie you see her or is it just me? Mom I thought you were dead" I say confused "no sweetie let me tell you what happened" she says

-FLASH BACK-

"No please don't kill me I just want to live to see my daughter again" I say crying "Oh no we can't trust you and she seems to really be into that boy so we don't need you anymore" he says as he swings his knife in my direction but the girl who was in the same holding place I was in jumped in front of me so I ran and ran and I escaped but it wasn't as easy as I said it was really hard i fell a couple of times but i made it out.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

"I came to look for you cause I really missed you and I wanted to make sure you were okay and now I know you are but we can't go back home we will have to move again somewhere where the hunters will never find us" she said but as she said those words my smile died and became a sad face "NO mom have you ever stop and thought about how I felt. For once in your life ask me how I feel about us moving cause it seems like you don't want me to be happy. Every time I am happy you come and ruin it I want to stay here with Namjoon and I want to be in his life and if we leave now his life could be in danger" I say with tears running down my cheeks and they felt really warm and I try to run away but Joonie holds my hand tighter "listen I do want you to be happy but I don't want you hurt I wouldn't know what to do with myself if you got hurt. Your father left me and I can't lose you too" she says pulling me into her warm embrace "I love you mom" I say "you can stay with my family too Mrs.Y/L/N" I hear Joonie say.