Dangerous Love (RM fanfic)

Run away from the lost and never be found

I ran into Joonie's room and slam and lock the door. I fell to the floor in tears not knowing why I did that or why I even said it Joonie walks over to me and hugs me "I hurt people Joonie that is all I am good for" I say tears running down my cheeks. "Babe why would you say that about yourself?" he asks "because I said very hurtful things to my mother," I say still crying. Then we hear banging on the door "you better be saying goodbye to that boy" I hear her say on the other side of the door "I am sorry Joonie" I say pulling him into a hug "w-what? Why?" he asks hugging me back "I have to go with her and I won't be back," I say unlocking the door and walking out to face my mother she then grabs my hand and pulls me out the door with tears running down my cheeks I knew what I had to do I jerked her hand away from mine and started running and I didn't look back all I could think about was Joonie he would be mad and upset but I didn't care at that point as soon as I got into the woods I stopped I fell to the ground feeling weak and hurt I feel someone touch my shoulder I jump back scared only to see my cousin I try to stand up but I can't it hurts "your feeling his pain aren't you?" he asks with an unreadable expression on his face "what do you mean am I feeling his pain? Who else pain would I be feeling but my own?" I ask confused "your boyfriend's pain duh silly," he said chuckling a bit "why in the world would I be feeling his pain?" I ask still confused "because you're a part of each other now after you two both connected and kissed you became in love you can feel anything that he can feel and you have your wolf senses too" he says look at me with a smile "mom tried to make me leave but I ran away from her I didn't want to leave him but either way I was putting them all in danger" I say looking down at the leaves that were on the ground "your mom tried to make you leave because she didn't want you to connect with him she didn't want you to feel the pain that he has because if something happens to him you could get hurt too" he said with a serious tone. I sigh "if I would have known all of this then I wouldn't have gone with him I wouldn't have let him kiss me I wouldn't have kissed him but I did and I feel so stupid," I say with tears streaming down my face "go back please," he said looking at me in the face I turn around to see Joonie looking all around I turn back and start walking "listen to me that boy loves you and you love him and if you leave him then he will hurt even more then you will be suffering because you can feel his hurt no matter how far you push those feelings you will always have them" he said you knew he was right too but you just didn't want to admit it you slowly turn around and walk out of the woods and see Joonie give you a huge smile and run towards you "I heard you ran away. Your mom went looking for you and so did I." He said with tears streaming down his face and pulling me into his kiss I pull away looking away from him "I was lost without you I felt your pain and I know it sounds stupid but I could but I can't stay here with you" I say turning back around "then I will I will run away with you" he said grabbing my hand "no I have put you in enough danger Joonie" I say trying to pull away from his tight grip "I don't care I want to be with you I don't want to be alone I love you more than anything and I would hate not to see your face ever again" he said pulling me closer to him "I need to run away from the lost and never be found" I say out loud "w-what does that mean?" he asks with a weird expression on his face "it means I need to run away from you from everyone and never come back to be found" and when I said that I felt his heart break tears rolling faster down his face "I can't do this to him maybe I can bring him but I will have to protect him no matter what" I think to myself "fine you can come but we have to stay together and we protect eachother I promise I won't let anything hurt you Joonie and if I do I will hate myself for letting you come with me" I say he then smiles and we walk back into the woods.