This is it.
I'm doing it.
I have nothing left for me in this world. No one to be with, no one to spend my life with.
My parents, abandoned me.
Friends, never had.
Life, soon to be gone.
I get out of bed, taking in that today would be the last day I'd see this room. Today would be the last day I would see this world. Today would be the last day I'd be alive.
I made my way to the bathroom located in my room, and looked for the razor. I was ready. This is what I've been wanting to do for so long, and today was the day I finally had the guts to take action.
All my life I lived alone, hurt and cold. No one was ever there for me when I needed them the most. Yet, I was there for them.
I soon spotted the razor, hidden in between a pile of makeup and accessories in the drawer. I grabbed it and made my way back to my room.
I plopped myself on the floor, my back leaning against my bed and my face facing my TV. The news channel was on, figured I'd like some noise while committing suicide, rather than it being silent.
I lifted the four blade razor, and placed it on my left wrist. Before I could start started cutting, the commercial on the TV stopped me from doing so. My eyes wandered to the screen, as I listened closely to the announcement.
"Feeling lonely? Nothing left for you in this world? Come sign up for your one way trip to our neighbour planet, Zaron. Interested in more information, contact the number below" the man said, repeating the number three times before his face disappeared
I mentally memorized the number, still motioning the razor around my wrist.
Something inside of me telling me to check out this opportunity.
Any thing is better than living where I am now. Any thing is better than my death. Not that anyone would've cared, but I do.
New book betches!!
I'm so excited
Also, characters will be posted next chap!-Ruqaya♡
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