Why Can't It be Easier

January 3rd

Well another day down, another day where I deny what I feel toward my best friend. It was weird we didn't talk today. That was the first time in a long time that we didn't talk. I don't know how but it felt different. I didn't get to joke with him like normal. Normally we joke around for a few hours. The next thing that always happens is that I am thanking him for no reason. I can't decide if it is a good thing or a bad thing. All I know is that I missed talking to him today. I hope that I soon tell him how I feel. Until tomorrow... Maybe tomorrow will be the day I tell him the truth.