Fated Love

chapter 3

     (Sharon pov)

"What a horrible day." I commented after dropping on my queen size yellow covered bed, like a sack of potatoes. Staying all night at Jim's birthday party had left me tired and miserable, not to mention the killer headache I had to endure, the day hadn't started properly and yet I felt like I had a fight with eighteen wheeler and it won... It'd been sixteen months since I last talked to Dean. I wont lie.My life had been a mess since then. I thought moving out of school and away from him would make my broken heart I better. Tess and I moved out of the hostels three weeks after I broke up with Dean, thanks to kelvin. We wanted to move into a cheap apartment few kilometers from school but he went ahead and got us a 30 thousand apartment instead. He paid for our rent monthly and my guilty conscious turned me into his puppet. I was always his beck and call and I hated it.

Come to think that I didn't want to use him, as it turned out, the guy was a user big time.

I mean wasn't it just fair that I did whatever he asked of me, went wherever he wanted me to go with him? He helped us when we needed him. He was there to pick me up when I was exhausted to carry my broken heart around. He helped me get over the pain.

We even tried to go out but it did not work so we decided to maintain it as friends. But since we decided, I decided that it couldn't work between us, he changed. He became more demanding and forceful.he became super aggressive.to say that he scared me was an understatement. The guy terrified me.

I therefore, stopped doing staffs for him because of guilt but because of fear and contempt, I grew to hate kelvin with all my might. Dean was a jerk but kelvin was a monster. Dean was wolf in sheep's clothing but kelvin, he was a devil incarnate, and sometimes he just assumed his throne in the kingdom of hell. He wasn't even afraid to show it.

Yes, he showed me what he was capable of a couple of times. Last night was one of them. He made me go to that rich kid's party. I felt out of place but he insisted on dragging me wherever he went. He literally dragged me leaving a bruise where he held on my arm.

That party exhausted me. I did know it was tha hard to mingle with the rich. They pretended to like me.I could tell that from the way they greeted me.They had fake smiles plastered on their makeup baked faces. I knew they were fake because I had to fake mine as well.

Ever since I moved here, I barely went to school. I only went home for three days in a year. I knew my parents were worried sick about me. They tried to get me to talk but I didn't want to. I had never seen that cheat dean for sixteen months. And I missed him like crazy I ended up hating myself for still missing the guy that screwed my life. I thought I could move on but I guess I was wrong. Just as I was about kelvin.

I completely stopped attending classes. My grades were despicable. Another reason I didn't stay home for long. My parents had never seen my results because I bet that if they did I would have be life imprisoned.my results could kill my parents instantly. All the goodness in me left when Dean and I broke up. I became good for nothing but partying. I drank like there was no tomorrow.

"Kevin is here to see you," Tess announced walking in from her classes. I sneered bored to the core. Kevin was really cute and annoying when he wanted to be. We spent the whole night together, why the hell was he there. I should have listened to my chic instincts and never moved into that lovely expensive apartment. I should have said no to Tess when she insisted. I shouldn't have fallen for my guilty conscious. I paid for the house in the worst way ever. Sometimes I wondered what came over me, I couldn't believe I agreed to go out with him

I had tried to date guys but one way or the other, they ended up not coming back. Was I that bad that no one wanted to stick around?

I remembered this guy, merlin whom I went out with me for just two days. He was totally a boy next door type. He was cute and funny. Lemmi just say I had a thing for funny guys. Of all the other guys, I never wanted to have a next time but with merlin, things were different. I could totally see him mending my wounds. We didn't have a fight or anything. All I know is that the night he took me out on a date, he moved from his apartment. I found him on the act of sneaking out and when I confronted him he said my "man" beat him and asked him to disappear. Seriously what man? I was as manless as one could get. I told kelvin later and he just laugh calling merlin crazy.