Fated Love

Chapter 43

(Sharon pov)
“I am so sorry  for disappearing on you like that . Please baby, forgive me.” Dean was the first one to man up.Honestly,I had so many things to say but I just did not have the courage to start . Especially after I behaved like a caveman...woman...whatever!

“I am also sorry for meeting Jason behind your back.” he paused and searched for my eyes . What was he talking about?

"Before the accident I had been going to Jason's school on a daily basis . Every break I got from work, I would go there . He already knew I was his dad even before the accident. and I am so sorry that I kept sneaking in here at night."

"You did all that?" It is funny how I sometimes reacted to things. Sometimes I just by default, wear those huge emotion glasses . Instead of getting mad that I found him sneaking in my house in the middle of the night, I was happy. Even after he just told me that he had been meeting my son behind my back ,I didn't get mad . I just fought to contain the smile that threatened to show on my lips. Instead of seeing him as a creep, with no respect to boundary code,I saw it cute that he sneacked into my house and spent the night with our son.

I thought something was wrong with me. Why did it seem like I was falling for his bad boy antics?

"I just wanted to see my son.” he continued, walking towards the armrest in front of me. "I am that desperate, what can I say?"! He joked sitting down. If he dares to say sorry to me again, "I am sor…"

I did not let him finish wallowing, I was not thinking, I just went for it, his lips and kissed them shut. At the first he was shocked and honestly I was also shocked. I felt like I was going crazy. I could tell that his eyes were bulging out of their sockets at first but then after a few seconds, I felt his arms around my waist and he started kissing back . It was so soft and full of care “wow.” he smiled his eyes still shut.

“There,” I said pulling back. I was the one who should have been apologising “I am so, so sorry I wasn't thinking back then. I was hurt. I was blinded by my pain and irrationality. I should have asked how you were  instead of ignoring you.

"Dean,  I don't want to lose you. when you left, I was crushed. Not just me but Jason as well . This one week, has been the worst of my life."I blubbered looking deep into his eyes . My tears wouldn't stop flowing.

Dean just looked at me wondering what to say. After I was done rumbling my apologies , he pulled me into a hug,a big warm -I- don't-wanna let go hug and I-forgive- you" hug. I just buried my face in the crooks of his neck trying to control my snots from soiling his suit, while he stroke my soft hair and caressed my back encouraging me to let it all out.. Why was I such a crier? We stayed like that for a while until all my tears ran out and I could not cry anymore. “Do you hate me?”I whispered still not daring to maintain eye contact.

“Of course not, baby, I could never hate you even if I tried. “He said pushing me gently from the embrace so I could look into his eyes. Dean never knew how to hold grudges, he was the kind of person that always sought after the goodness in people. I could see right through him that he meant every word he said. He did not hate me and I was ecstatic for that.

“Wait a minute, did you try to hate me?” I asked childishly.

“I am sor...” I locked my lips with his again for another short kiss.

“I don’t want to hear you say sorry, so every time you say it, I will kiss you till you shut up. Just get to the point, no more sorries. ”I said and he smirked.

“Oh is that so?” he asked naughtily. “How about I say sorry for every word I want to say.” I slapped  him playfully  on the shoulder . “Okay fine. I did try to hate you, when I could not find you and none of your friends wanted to tell me where you were. I could tell they were lying. ” I arched my eyebrows.