Chapter 20

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(Sharon's POV)

**Sunday **
I was upstairs in the bedroom looking for my birth control pills, I was starting to doubt my sanity since I could not find them where I had put them like three hours earlier. I could remember very well that I got a whole new packet  and I was about to take them but Dean came back from the washroom all you know how and we ended up in  bed again. we shagged like there was no tomorrow. He said so many "I love you" and "I am sorries"  I was confused.

"Where is it?I asked myself again. Even the glass of water I had placed there was missing . I wasn't crazy . I know what I had done like three hours earlier. Was there a ghost squatting with us in that households?  that surely could have been the only explanation.

“Found you!" I rejoiced when I found just two tablets from one of my purses I didn't care of they had already expire or not I just wanted them down where they were supposed to be. I went downstairs to the kitchen where Dean was making dinner.

"Hey honey, you finally woke up."he greeted as he went on with cooking.

"Hey." I fetched water in a glass and lifted my arm to my mouth smiling at the way Dean was struggling to make chicken soup. My smile dropped when he suddenly slapped it away making my two tablets scatter on the floor

"What the hell, what did you do that for?” I asked folding my arms over my chest, pissed . I was not going to pick them up when it was his fault.

“Those were my last tablets since I cant seem to find the rest. If  I get pregnant you will carry it" I lectured throwing my arm in the air. He had been acting weirdly ever since he came from home  six hours ago.
Scratch that,he had been behaving out of character since that anonymous phone call last week. He was always saying sorry and constantly confessing his love for me and what's with him constantly asking if I would stick with him till the end . I loved him and it Was my intent to never let him go. For better or for worse

“Where did you get them?” he asked his eyebrows raised. “And okay, I will carry it to term them give it back to you for delivery. ” he joked and I rolled my eyes. It was as if he fried his brains while frying chicken.

“Excuse me?” He was absolutely going crazy. Where else would I get my contraceptive pill? From a laboratory in China?

“I threw those things away, how did you get those?” he said casually,  pointing at the yellow tablets that were as confused as I was. They were innocent.

so he was the one that threw them away and I almost thought I was crazy. He was the squatting ghost.

“Why would you do that?”

"Because I want a son already." He said trying to kiss my lips but I turned away and the kiss landed on my left cheek.

Like hell he will get one.

"You want a kid and I only find out today? right now?. What do you take me for? Your surrogate or what. “He stood there with a poker face.

"What’s wrong with wanting to have a child with my wife?” He asked slightly confused by my action and I battled so hard with the urge to sew his mouth shut, all he kept saying were bullcrap that were messing with my brain cells .

"Are you crazy? We agreed… No you decided that we get a kid after two years because you were super busy with your plantation” I chocked on my tears pointing my fingers at him. He was becoming too much to handle.

I loved him, yes!but he had no right to meddle with my pills. We were married and having a baby was a great deal that we had to plan as a couple. Not just him because he was the man and giver of pregnancy.

"I know. But I changed my mind and I want it now. Plus it is just a few months to our two years anniversary. Just four months won’t make a difference. "

Wow! That presumptuous. I turned to leave because he was giving me a migraine. Why were all men insensitive? Who did he think he was, a God? He was such a control freak.

“I know but I changed my mind.” I mimicked him in a bore tone as I climbed the stairs violently. He could really be irritating sometimes.

(Deans Pov)

"Well done Dean Goodwin!"I sighed sarcastically.  I might have hurt her again. I had to come clean with her about the Zhela issue, I knew it was all the lies and secrets that were driving me to make irrational decisions. I wanted to have a baby with her, I knew that, but a part of me also knew it was because of the guilt that was chewing me on the inside. I walked upstairs to the quiet a bedroom.

"I am sorry I didn't give you a choice. ” I have been selfish and patronizing, I just tend to forget that this is not the sixteenth century.” She turned to face me smiling.

“Yeah” she sighed. “You tend to forget a lot and by a lot I don’t mean the intensity but frequency. ” She added and I just stood there wondering how men in the sixteenth century managed to dominate their wives like that.

“Please forgive me, I know I was a condescending jerk “

"You forgot to add 'a chicken to the list. ” She grinned broadly. She tilted her head slightly waiting for me to add chicken. And then she was back to being a child again. Bipolar much I ignored the look she was giving me until I couldn’t any further.

“Are you sure you, my lovely wife, are not suffering from bipolar  disorder?” I questioned taking small steps towards the bed she was on.

“Of course not...I  do not suffer from things I don’t understand, just like I know I won’t forgive you until you say you are a chicken,” she said getting her phone.

"Okay! Okay, and I am chicken. It wasn’t even a list” I rolled my eyes and She chuckled loudly throwing herself in my arms. I felt her phone pressed against my ear.

"Okay! Okay, and I am chicken. It wasn’t even a list ” she recorded that? I should have known it was one of her antiques. I embraced her tightly like my life depended on the hug.

” I love you. I am happy my plan to get you pregnant failed . I don't want you to ever feel pressured"I said shutting my eyes.

"I love you too chicken and I am glad you said sorry, and thank you for the ringtone ” she said grinning.

“You use that as a ringtone and I will break your phone.” I threatened and she stuck her tongue out jokingly.

"I thought about what you said and I accept. I also want a baby. ” I smiled at her. Finally my own wife was giving me a child.

"Thank you honey. ” I smiled kissing her on lips. She kissed me back. “can we please start now?I want eleven boys. ” I Purred in her ears as I pulled over my grey sweatshirt and hovered over her.

“Easy there caveman,” she said trying to push me away. “I wouldn’t even have enough names for eleven boys. I only have two names, so we are having one or two” she argued smiling.

Sharon was really amazed by the names Christian and Jason, I bet if she hadn’t found me all grown up, she would have named me one of those or both “we could just name the first born Christian Jason then second to five we name Christian with numbers one to five and the rest Jason one to five. ” she burst in to a laughter and I could not help but laugh about the names now that I think about them.

She wanted to say something but I kissed her instead. We were supposed to make Jason Christian and not argue about names.

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