Agenda. (Camren)

Ch. 2

TW: self harm toward end of chapter
-Camila's POV-

I squint my eyes open, some loud racket has interrupted my sleep. I sit up quickly and realize the scenery around me has changed. Panicked, I jump out of the area where I am located and fall straight to the floor, flat on my stomach.

Laughter fills the air, along with the song "Problem" by Arianna Grande. "Good to see you're awake Mila!" a familiar voice laughs. I roll onto my back and sit up to see Normani, Dinah, and Ally dancing in the small kitchen area. It finally clicks, we are on our bus! I look around and turn beat red when I see Lauren sitting at the table smirking at me. She waves cutely and I can't help but blush.

"Come on Cam! Join us!" Dinah yells as she extends her hand toward me. I grab it gratefully and laugh. I stand and accompany them in the dance party that has evolved. We are shouting the lyrics and trying to entertain ourselves on this long trip to Texas. I have to admit I am grinding up on some of the girls to make Lauren jealous, it's one of my favorite qualities. Hey, if I'm going to be banned from seeing my girlfriend I might as well have fun with it. I spin around, crouch down and sexually roll myself back up, making sure to stick my butt out. I run my hand down my ass slowly and then continue to dance to the music.

I glance over at Lauren who is staring at the table trying to ignore the scene I am creating in front of her. I laugh and decide to give her a break. I playfully plop myself beside her in the booth. "Laur, are you hungry at all? I'll make you something to eat!" I shout over the music. She nods, never taking her eyes off of the wooden structure below her elbows. I smile full of achievement, and stand up walking over to the fridge. "Anyone else hungry?!" I yell toward the other girls.

"ME!" they all shout simultaneously as they fall into the booth, laughing with no care in the world. The girls continue their meaningless chatter as I start to make lunch. I decide to make some turkey sandwiches, a crowd favorite on our tour bus. I'm trying to tune into the conversation that has developed around me. The girls always seem to have something to say anymore.

"I feel so bad..........I know right? And Lauren too.......I am nervous to see how Camila would react...." I jerk my head around and stare at Ally and Normani who share in this hazardous conversation. I listen intently as I continue making lunch for the girls. Worried words keep circling the room as A and N remain engulfed in their new daily drama. Turning around I smile at everyone and walk over with plates.

"One for Mani, one for Ally, one for Dinah, and a special plate for m.........." I stop talking as I feel all of the blood rush out of my face. "Where's Lauren!?" I shout, probably too aggressively.

"She just went to go lay down Mila, she's okay. She said she had a headache from the music and just wanted to be alone for a little while." Dinah says as she reassuringly places her hand on top of mine. "Just stay with us, I know we aren't as "cool" as Lauren but we will try!" Ally says with laughter behind her voice. I nod and sit down next to Dinah, who rests her hand on my thigh. "Thanks for food Mila!" she says as she sweetly smiles at me.

I take a bite of the sandwich in front of me and glance down at my phone.

*2 new messages from Lauren Jau..*

I smile at the screen and proceed to unlock my phone and open the first message.

To: Mila

Sorry babe, I couldn't listen to Ally and Mani discussing our "issues" any longer. I hope you understand. Love you to the moon and back.

To: Mila

i still want my food...a girl's gotta eat! Please bring it to my bunk ASAP. Kisses.