Can't We Just Be Happy Now || Harukyu

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It's the day before the performance. We practiced really hard then we sat down on the floor.
-We didn't talk about something.-started Haruto after he could finally breathe.
-About what?
-Can we date other people? It's not like I want to ever, I just asked.
-well it's up to you I think.-I laughed.
-And one more. Is there ever gonna be a time for us? Are we ever gonna be together?-he asked then looked away.
I sighed.
-Well I think there's gonna be a someday for us. But not until we are in this whole thing.-I said while ponted at the dance studio.
-Yeah, I get it.-he said sadly.
-Come here.-I said then I pulled him close to me then hugged him. I can't bare him seeing sad.
We were like there for an hour. It was so calming. We just enjoyed being next to each other. And I realised while holding him, that I want to protect him from everyone, the world. This feeling not gonna go away, ever. Am I right? Ahh.

*Haruto*

Everytime I first heard that line from him I'm getting turned on every time. Ah fuck. He sings: Come on mami you know what it is, come on baby you know what it is, I wanna uh let's go to the crib.
Omg. Why did I have to born with a dick?

Our performance was really good. After our stage we sat down in the waiting room to watch the others performances with the guys. The next is gonna be Yedam's and Keita's. They started to sing Friends by Justin Bieber. When I heard what was it about I suddenly felt really bad.
-But you know we had something so good.-Yedam sang and I looked over at Junkyu.
He looked at me too. There's was sadness in both of our eyes.