Can't We Just Be Happy Now || Harukyu

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After our performance with Junkyu, we didn't really spend time together. I mean just the two of us. I spend most of my time with Jeongwoo, he kinda became my best friend and he spend a lot of time with Mashiho and Yedam. I was really jealous at Mashiho. He and Junkyu hugged all the time. Like literally. Junkyu already got over me and he's with Mashiho now? No that can't be, if he couldn't be with me then he can't be with Mashiho either. Ahh I just have to ask this.

-Junkyu.- I shouted to him.
-Yeah.
-Can we please talk? How about 10 minutes later we meet on the roof terrace?
-Okay.-he said then he went back to talk with Seunghun.
Hah. Looks like he really don't care about me anymore.

-So what did you want to talk about?-he asked while sitting down next to me.
-You don't love me anymore?-I asked while looking at the sky. And he choked on the cola he was drinking.
-What? Why would you asked that?-he asked blankly.
-You just spend so much time with Mashiho.
-I spend a lot of time with Yedam too. Wait are you jealous?
-Yeah, but you don't hug Yedam all the time. And yes I'm fucking jealous.-I said getting angry.
-First I'm not in love with Mashiho and never will be. He's my best friend. And second you spend a lot of time with Jeongwoo too.
-Yeah, but I don't hug him all the time. But I could after all that.-I shouted.
-Yeah. You know what you should. We both have to move on one day.- and after all it was just silence.
-You know- he started speaking after 5 minutes-. After I think about that. If I would be in love with him, I can't be with him anyway. The same reason I can't be with you. And for the last time. I'm in love with you. I won't ever love anyone else. -then he started crying. It broke my heart. Like literally.
-Don't cry please. That's the last thing I want to see ever. -and then we both sat down and now it was my turn to hug him.

-The sky is so beautiful.-he said and then I looked at him and the stars were sparkling in his eyes. It was perfect. He is perfect.