Can't We Just Be Happy Now || Harukyu

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So as I said everything was great...well almost everything. So there's a lot to tell you. Again.
On the day we disbanded we have to move out of the dorms but we still remained friends and we decided to have a dinner next week. So I went to talk to Haruto about us.
-Haru? Can we talk now?-I said stepping into his room for the last time.
-Yeah course. What do you wanna talk about?-he asked sitting on the bed, and I sat next to him.
-Well about us of course.-I said smiling.-So are we back together? Of course if you want to. Please tell me you want to.-I panicked cause I saw his expression.
-Junkyu.-he said turning towards me and he held my hand.- I want to. More than ever. It's just that I can't. -he said and he started to cry.
-Wait, what do you mean you can't? -I said looking in his eyes.
-I-it's just.-he could barely speak cause of the crying.-My parents are angry that I still haven't found a girlfriend. And I couldn't tell them I'm in love with you. So they said they found me a girlfriend who I will surely like...
-No no no. No. Haru please. You can't let them do this to you. To us. Please. We suffered enough now it's our time to spend the rest of our lives together. Please Haru, please.-I said then I started to cry too.- That's the real end of us? That's it? You will be with a girl who you don't even love. That can't be. Please. Just let me talk to you parents, please. You can't go back to Japan.
-But I have to.-he said crying out loud.
-Then I'll go with you.
-You can't, you don't understand?-he said looking at me again.
-But I can't live without you, you know that. Don't leave me, please. Haru. Just think about us, everything we went through.-I said crying then he started to cry harder. -I love you. I will always love you. I promised that to you at least a hundred times, and It's not gonna change.
-I know.-he said then he stood up.-But you will have to live without me. You will have a good life without me. I know you will. You have to forget me. Forever, please. It's for your own good.
-But what about you? You will just suffer cause of your parents... please Haru. I know you love me too.
-Of course I love you, damn it.-he said then he punched the wall.-I will love you forever, but I can't do anything.
Then he just stormed out of the room with his things.
And he left me with my broken heart... and maybe that was the last time I've ever seen him. and I just broke down crying. I couldn't believe what just happened.