Can't We Just Be Happy Now || Harukyu

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As I was looking at Haruto I quickly turned my face cause he looked at me. Tears ran down my face pretty quickly. I-I had to get out of there. I didn't wanna be there.
-Guys, I have to go. I will see you guys later.-I said then I ran, I don't know where but I ran away. I stopped running and there was a bench so I just sat there and cried. I didn't know what to do.
-Fuck you Haruto, fuck you fuck you. Fuck you.-I shouted. I was so fucking angry, I couldn't do anything about it.
-I'm gonna watch the love of my fucking life marry someone else. But it's gonna be great of course so Junkyu don't worry.-I was just talking to myself loudly like a crazy person. But Haruto lied to me and that's what hurt me really. He said he will always love me and we will be together. Hell we even planned out wedding... then I started to cry again. Haruto should be marrying me. Not her. I just have to get over this and then I will forget him... that's how it's gotta be.
After a bit I calmed down and I slowly went back. I found the guys sitting in the middle saving a seat for me. So I went and sit there.
-Where were you? Are you okay?-asked Mashiho who sat next to me.
-I don't know I was just sitting on a bench. But I'm okay, kinda. I just want to get through this really quick then go home.
-Yeah I get. Man, you're really strong.-he said then he hugged me.

And the ceremony started. Love me like you do started to play.

Haruto went on the stage and there he was alone standing there. Then he looked at me. And I was looking at him. We were just looking at each other. It was weird, I haven't had an eye contact with him for a long time. I wanted to cry again but I restained myself, I didn't wanna look weak. I looked away, I started to play with my hand. How did we got here?
The bride came... she wasn't ugly (sadly). She went up face to face to Haruto. They started their speak.
But fuck I was so angry. As I listened Love me like you do, all of our memories came back. Our first kiss cause of the truth or dare. When we had to be friends for the first time...When we got together for real after all these years. We were so happy, nobody could ruined that. Our first sex. When we fought after the concert. When we had to break up for the sake of our band. When we saw each other the last time and he just went away and I haven't seen him for years. That's just can't be how our story ends... it can't be