Can't We Just Be Happy Now || Harukyu

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It was 5 years ago that we debuted. Everything was good, we are very popular, we have so many songs and tours. With Haruto our friendship is good, meaning we haven't kissed in the last 5 years. Which was fucking hard. Can you believe 5 years? I'm already 23, and he is 19. And he is looking good. So good. Of course there was sometimes tension between us but we learned how to hide that. So it was normal.

-Hey guys. Let's watch a movie.-Mashiho said.
-I choose the film.-Yedam said right away.
We made popcorn then we sat down on the couch. It was really good, I mean except me and Haruto everyone fell asleep, but film was good. Mashiho wanted to watched the movie but he was the first one who fell asleep.

-Now what should we do with them?-I asked Haruto.
-Obviously we can't get them to their room.
-So we should leave them here then.
-Yeah.-he laughed.-So what should we do now?
-I don't know. Ohm you wanna talk? We didn't do that for a long time now.
-Okay. Then I'll be up in your room a second.-then we went to the toilet.
After I sat down on my bed I realised that it's not a good idea. Me and Haruto talk. Jesus.
After Haruto sat down next to me we had a pretty good talk about everything in our lives. Expect our love life. But we have to talk about that too someday.
-And what about your love life? -he asked.
-Besides that I still love you, nothing much. What about yours?
-Same.

After we were in silence but Haruto spoke up.
-You know how many times I imagined that we kissing? Like everyday. No. Everytime. That was the only thing that keep me away from falling apart.
-Why would you fall apart?
-You really asked that? Well because I can't do this.-he said then he kissed me. And I kissed back. It was so intense like, if we don't kiss each other we lose each other. We layed down on my bed, we continoued the kissing there. I thought about what if we do THAT, but we both weren't ready. Our bodies were ready but our minds not. After that pretty intense kiss we layed down next to each other and tried to catch our breath.
-You know, what I imagined was nothing compared to this. Oh my god.-he said staring at the ceiling.
-I know. It was pretty amazing. Haruto, what if we try this?