Crushin' on Karks { DaveKat }

Yes? No?

BE KARKAT

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" Happy tears? Dave says with a hopeful smile and hope in his eyes which weren't covered since he knows how much I love his red eyes.

Happy tears?

Well yes but also sad ones...would he go this far to win someone else back? He's just doing this make me feel better.

" P-partially!" I wipe my endless tears and he moves closer to me and embraces me in a large yet sweet hug that I just melt into and cry

" Shhhh it's okay, you're okay Karkat."

" N-no I'm not! Y-you go this far to get me back but really I don't even know if you love me more than John! I-I can't be sure t-that you'd also go this far with someone else..." I say in sobbing chokes

" Shhhh don't speak. Let me. "

I nod and listen to him

" Yes I'm a fucking player, cheater, jackass, dumbass, idiot. But I'm stopping from being those. Especially the first two. I want to make you happy. You are a part of me and I love you with all my heart. What happened was just, unforgivable and I know that you won't ever forgive me for doing that to you but please do understand that I love you with all of my heart. I'd take my life for you if it meant keeping you safe. I'd fly to any planet to see you. I'd write any song for you, about you. I don't want to see you hurt because of a person like the old me. "

Dave starts shaking showing he's crying.

"Y-you're crying..?"

" Yeah. My tears are shed for you. Please understand that I'm sorry and I want you back in my life as a Matesprit or whatever you trolls call a couple. I want my cuddly, cursing, cancer boyfriend back. Please...."

I don't say anything for a long time. I stay there holding onto Dave. Thinking

Should I forgive him and be happy again?

Or

Be alone like I was on Alternia when I was ignored?

I don't want to be alone anymore. I can't handle it

" I forgive you dave...and yeah I want to be your Matesprit again.."

Dave hugs me tighter as I now know he's crying more, his head buried in my hair. Damn it reminds me of how short I am.

" Thank you! Thank you thank you thank you!!! " Dave says in a happy but crying tone.

" Whatever dumbass " I start moving out of the hug.

Dave does the same and releases me.

" I'm tired~"

Well that was expected. I am too. Ugh

" Not the only fucking one one "

" Then let's go to sleep "

"Ugh fine "

Dave smiles and leads me to the bedroom and we change out of our clothes. Dave going to sleep in his record boxers and me in my crab ones and a sweater

I slip under the covers and Dave does the same. I lay facing him and he wraps his arms around me, so I'd be closer to him.

" Go the fuck to sleep "

" I am I am sheesh"

I chuckle a bit but then he speaks

" I got my Karks back. "