Starstruck, a Tom Holland Imagine

Chapter 14

My head started pounding and my ears were ringing as I slowly got up, trying to remember what happened the night before. I looked around to see blankets all over the room, clothes everywhere, food, and other things scattered all over the place. No one was around me but I could tell someone was laying in bed with me with the covers still pulled back. I got up slowly but surely and made my way down stairs to see the sun peaking over the horizon. I walked over to the edge of the water and sat down, cooling my feet in the gorgeous blue sea. I watched the sun begin to rise and thought to myself about what happened last night. I couldn't remember much except for my boyfriend's best friend confessing his love to me. I put my hands on my head trying to figure out how I was going to fix all of this. I stared deeply into the sunrise hoping it would give me my answers, but sadly, it did not. Suddenly, someone tapped my shoulder. Turning around, Haz was standing behind me staring at the ground. "You don't have to say anything." He said picking up his head a bit, looking directly into my eyes. "I'm, I'm sorry. About everything I said. I, I didn't mean it. Everything I said, I was drunk. I'm-" "Stop it. You don't have to be sorry. I know you meant everything you said too so don't lie to me. It's, I don't know what to say..." I stood up and grabbed Haz's arm. "Come with me..." We walked along the beach with the sun rising behind us. We walked in silence with tension still between us. "I've seen how much you and Tom love each other." Harrison finally said breaking the silence. "You two are meant to be. How happy you guys are, your long walks, and even your breakfast together in the morning. You two are meant to be and I'm just getting in the way. I'll do whatever it takes to shut my feelings off. Whatever it takes to let you be happy..." "No Haz. Just seeing your reaction from when Tom told you and Jacob, I could see you hurting. The look in your eyes, I don't know, it made me feel so, sad. I don't know what I want to do. I love Tom. I truly do. But you," I said turning to look at Haz. "You're different." I could not stop staring into his beautiful blue eyes. "What do you mean?" He replied staring back at me. "I'm not sure... I just, you're just..." We continued our walk with more silence, both of us trying to comprehend what we just talked about. I don't know what or how I feel. All I know is... My heart needs to decide before I break the two people I love most in this world.