Still Lost || muke au

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Michael's POV

"... I'm gay..." Luke said while looking down. He's gay! Does that mean I have a chance with him? I mean Luke's perfect, his perfect blonde hair and stunning blue eyes you could get lost in. When Ashton showed us his wrists it hurt more than you could ever imagine. Why would he do that to himself? Does he not think he's good enough? Come on Michael, people that cut always think that.

Luke looks up with the saddest look ever. Thats when I realized I had the biggest smile ever.

"Michael? Why are you looking at me like that?" he asks. Should I tell him I'm gay too? Should I tell him I like him? No I'm keeping those from him for as long as I can.

"I'm just happy you told me. Its okay to be gay Luke." I say as calmly as I can without stumbling over my own words.

"No it's not! That isn't how we were made! We were made to love the different gender not the same! What are the boys going to say, huh? 'Ew Luke you're a fag and you can't be in the band anymore'? Thats the thing I fear most everyday I wake up, Mike. That if I tell you guys that this is the way I am that you will be disgusted with me and kick me out of the band!" He screams at me through his tears.

"Luke the boys and I love you so much! We would NEVER kick you out of the band for being gay! I understand if you don't want to tell the others, it's okay. You can tell them when you're ready. I love you Luke." I tell him crying myself.

"I love you too, thanks for helping me." he says while pulling me into a hug.

"Well I'm going to go to bed, night Mikey." he says while yawning.

"Okay, night Lukey." I say getting up off the bed and walking to the door.

"Mike?" he asks.

"Yeah Luke?" I respond turning around.

"Will you... um... Stay in here and... um... cuddle?" he asks, sounding as if he doesn't know what to say.

"Of course Lukey." I say while turning off the light and walk to his bed, getting in next to him. He turns around and presses his head to my chest as I slide my arm under his head and around his waist. I stay awake until I hear his breathes even and light snores coming from him. I then put my head on top of his and fall asleep to the sweet sound of Luke's snoring.

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Sorry it's short! I have to go with my mom to the eye doctor. -_- I'll try and update again today, but I hope you like it got some Muke action. Comment and Favorite!

-Julie