stronger | catthew (discontinued)

chapter seven

jack gilinsky's pov (omg)

Here's a little secret.... I'm not very good with words. When I'm nervous my hands shake and I stutter over words, and sometimes my palms sweat. My heart picks up speed and everything in me wants to back out whatever is making me nervous and just quit.

Johnson makes me feel this way. He makes me get these, not butterflies, knifes in my stomach. Everything he fucking does is cute in every single way possible, and it physically hurts me. He's toxic. I'm just falling under his spell and every single part of him is running through my viens.

"Jack?" Jack quietly asked from the bed next to me.

"Yes?" I answered to the darkness, pulling myself out of my late night thoughts that I have out of no where and almost every night. "What's wrong?"

"I had a nightmare. I'm scared.. Jack.."

He sounded so scared and my heart swelled so fast, "come here, buddy."

I heard shuffling a little scimper and the bed sink down next to me. He curled into me, his cute little sniffles starting back up.

"Hey, it's okay, I'm here."

"That's the nightmare. You fucking left me." Jack sobbed into my chest, his arms around my waist tightly like he was afraid I would get up and leave him.

"Jack, I promise you, I will never, ever, ever, leave you. If I do, which I won't, you can punch me in the face or the balls as hard as you fucking want."

He giggled through the tears, "thanks love bug."

My heart fluttered at the dumb ass pet name he gave me when we were five, and yet the boy still remembers it and still calls me it. (which I find extremely adorable... shocker? yeah, not really.) I wrapped my arms around his neck and let my hands trace his spine and smiling to the dark.

"Jack?"

I smiled at his cute voice, "yes, love?"

"Can I tell you something?"

"Of course," my grip tightening around his shoulders, "always."

"I love someone, and I'm so addicted to this person. Everything about them just makes me so so happy and they'll never know because I'm such a fuck up and I just can't.. I'm a dumb person."

"Maybe you should tell them?"

"Jack, I seriously can't."

"Trust me on this," I smiled, "I think they'll like you back because you're charming."

I heard soft snores and I can't believe how cute this boy is falling asleep during something so serious. He's so cute. I kissed his forehead lightly and sunk into my pillow a little deeper. I sighed and pulled the smaller boy closer.... I'm so in love.

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 I woke up to soft sniffles coming from the chair by the TV which I knew was Jack. I slowly blinked my eyes open and focused them on the boy with the charming eyes and messy blonde hair. He must've woken up not even ten minutes ago. He had a blue book in his hands; which I swear I have saw before on his bed or laying around our room or he would have it in his hand at the pool.

I found it extremely cute he would read the book whenever he could but I have failed to see the title and now he was crying over it?

"Jack, baby?" I asked, wiping sleep from my eyes, "you okay, bro?"

"Fu-Fuc-k y-y-ou G-Gus!" Jack wiped at his eye bringing his knees up to his chest, burying his face in them. "Wh-y the fu-fuck di-d yo-u-u f-fucking d-d-die?!"

"Jack? What are you talking about? Who the hell is Gus?" I think it must be a character in his mystery blue book and I swear I have saw it around.

Jack threw  the book at my head, "m-my heart is f-fucking broken!"

He was now full out sobbing as I inspected the book. The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. I remember some girls telling me I had to read this book at some of our meet and greets, and Cam is reading it, and now Jack is reading it. He must have got it from Cam.

"J, why are you crying?"

"H-he f-f-fucking dies!" He hiccups, eyes bright blue from crying, "he just le-ft Hazel!! Fu-Fuck!"

Since the truth and dare, seven minutes in heaven dare, me and Jack have gotten closer than before and I think I'm ready to take it to the next level. I set Jack's book on his bed and walked over to the shaking boy.

I placed two of my long fingers underneath his chin and titled his face to look at me and I smiled at him, "baby. It's okay."

Jack hiccuped and his arms went around my neck, just where they belonged. He was sniffling still, but the tears finally stopped free falling down his face.

"It's okay," I leaned in, "okay?"

"Okay." He smiled as he saw the chance and he took the chance.

"Okay?" I questioned kind of confused.

"Oh my god, stop flirting with me!" Jack giggled cutely, his nose crinkling up as he leaned in closer than my face, "Augustus Waters, you're a charming person."

"I'm assuming Augustus Waters is 'Gus?' and I suppose, I'm your Gus?" Our lips were centimeters apart, a wild smile on my face.

"I'll be Issac, even if he's blind and even if him and Augustus aren't together, but you get my drift, boyfriend?"

"Boyfriend?"  I smiled at him with the cutest smile I could muster up.

"Boyfriend." He responded back finally bringing our lips together.

My fingers gripped under his chin and roughly brought him to his feet and Jack caught my drift. He jumped up, wrapping his legs around my waist and his arms around my neck. My fingers still were caught under his chin, holding his face into place and I was smiling like a dork into the kiss.

Jack parted his lips a little and I smirked a little and I tumbled back unto the bed, breaking us apart. I burst out laughing as I stared at my beautiful boyfriend. I like it. Boyfriend. Mine. Boyfriend. I like saying it.

"You're cute," I panted, trying to catch my breath.

"I think you're talking about yourself." He looked at me and kissed my cheek. "Promise you won't leave me like Augustus left Hazel?"

"I have no idea who those people are but yes, babe, I will never leave you."

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a/n: done finally omg

i filled in with jack and jack situt.

so they are together omg how cute my heart fuck

but next is omg omg omg matt/carter omg

yeah vote and comment on this shit im sorry it sucks