Thoughts of a stranger.

Letter.

I love you.
Sometimes it just seems so unreal
How I believed in what I promised not to
How your words could be a knife for my soul
I believed
That I could have a chance with you
The words blurring out of your mouth
And me like a stupid fool believing them
You were curing my cuts and scars
When in reality you had a gun behind you back
I feel in love
I feel in love with someone "impossible"
Even knowing that pain was coming
I gave you every thing that I had
When I knew you wouldn't even dare to do the same thing to me
The tears at night
Were only because of you
I decided to trust you
To let you in my heart
But it seems like you took over it
Now, I can't get you out
I love you
That it hurts more to let you go
Than all the pain that you've been causing
My mind is a mess
And you're bothering me
It sucks how I have to have someone to help me
To forget you
That just shows how weak I am of a person
But you know what?
I'm done
That person is better than you in many ways
"That" person has helped me in such an amazing way
That all the crap that you've talked about him
Just shows how shit of a person you are
I hope you finally leave like I told you to
Because I already did since a long time ago