Sorry

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Ok
I get it
Sorry
I know my words sometimes are not enough
My actions are worthless
To prove a point that many people give towards me
I'm really sorry for being an error
For doing everything wrong
I'm learning from a lot of mistakes
So I make sure they don't happen again
Life is meant to be difficult
So we can learn by ourselves how to overcome the obstacle
But I get the point where even if I learn
I'll trip
Everything I do
I ruin it
If it's not my actions
It's my words
I understood a long time ago that I had to be thankful for every single problem that I had
But it actually got to a point
Where there are too many problems on my back
That I don't know what to drop
I'm lost
I'm lost in my own stupidity
I'm silly
Ignorant
Stubborn to the fact that everything would be better without me
That there would be no problems
Because in general
I'm the carbon for the fire
I'm the one that doesn't belong
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for being born to be an error
I can't fix myself
Believe me
I've tried
And it just seems like an eternity
For this nightmare to end
Sorry

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Sorry about uploading late, I've had a lot of stuff going through my mind lately that it all bunches up and I don't know where to start from, I have a lot of drafts but It's hard to get them to a point where it's understandable. I apologize.

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