Look after you ~L.T~

Chapter 20

(So, there back home, or at the dorms and it's Monday so lessons are on bye Lyasm no hate bye x)

Billies POV

I don't bother putting on makeup or straightening my hair or putting an effort into my clothes, what's the point? I pull my track suit bottams on and the tightest top I pull out a random top, I realise it's one of my exes tops, Alex, he was sweet, but then he turned out to be gay so now he's my gay best friend, the top is purple and has the converse logo on it, I out it on and realise that it's the top that shows off how big my boobs are and how much I have a flat stomach. I throw my hair into a ponytail and it looks fine, it's the style now to have messy ponytails so it doesn't look bad, I look in the mirror and I can see the bags under my eyes from not sleeping, I look a mess, Kelly on the other hand looks perfect, hair, makeup and outfit to perfection, I grab my jack wills bag and stuff my books in and me and Kelly walk down to the coffee shop, I don't have anything and Kelly frowns.

"You look really thin, eat something" I shake my head and she shoves her granola bar into my mouth, I chew a little bit but feel sick when the taste dances on my tongue, I grab a napkin and spit it out and throw it into a bin.

We walk to lessons and I rethink what I have today.

Geography

English

P.E

History

Science

Great, history with Louis and geography with him aswell. First we have geography and I can't be arsed with Mr.Allan crying at me today. I walk in and sit down in my seat next to Kelly and Niall. Louis gives me an appoligetic smile but I just stick my middle finger up at him.

"Miss lowes that's no way to behave to a student!" Mr Allan glares at me.

"Do I look as if I give a shit?" I say to him.

"Get out of my classroom now!" He cries at me.

"Oh shut up" I moan at him, I rest my head on the table and just hope that I can make it through this lesson.

I make it a five minutes until a carrot is thrown at my head and then followed by a cucumber, I look over to Louis and Niall who are laughing. I roll my eyes at them and turn around, I pick them up and lob them at their heads and they let out a loud 'ooowww' and mr Allan chooses this as his chance to cry at me again.

"Billie lowes!" He shouts at me.

"Shuddup" I mumble as I rip up my work.

"Why are you ripping your work up?" He belows at me.

"Because, I wanted to" I shrug.

"Well you can't do that!"

"Just did" I shrug again.

"MR ALLAN LIKES BUM CHUM!" Kelly yells to distract him from me. He rolls his eyes at her and tells me off.

"Think you can get your friends to distract me? No chance, detention all this week!" He yells.

"Nope" I say.

"Excuse me?" He asks, astonished.

"You heard" I tell him.

"Awh look how cute that is!" A girl yells and I follow her gaze to where Louis, zayn, Liam, Niall and Harry are stood with microphones, what the fuck is going on here? Since when did my best friends become into singing? Niall pulls out a guitar and starts playing it, wow he's really good, and since when did he play guitar? I take a seat and listen to what ever their gonna do and my heart melts to the song that their singing, well the song that Louis is singing and the rest of the boys are just being abit like back up singers.

"It's in your touch, and your fingertips" Louis soft gentle voice fills the room and I realise that song was for me. (The song is irresistible by one direction)

"Billie, please, please, I love you so much and it would kill me of you said no but I'm just gonna say this, I never ever ever thought that I could love someone the way I love you, I just wanna hold you, I just wanna kiss you, but I can't because your not mine, and no one ever looked so good and it hurts because I know you won't be mine tonight but if you move on after this I just want you to know that I love you and I always will and even when you love someone else just remember that I still love you" he says and starts singing look after you by the fray.

"Ooh ooh"

"Be my baby"

"Ooh ooh"

"Be my baby"

"And I'll look after you"

I stand up and walk over to him, I grab the collar of his t-shirt and press my lips into his. I pull away and he looks over the moon.

"You just kept saying all the right things and I realise that we can work through this, do you know why? Because when I'm not with you I'm weaker, because you make me strong" he smiles and I kiss him again, and I feel better already.

"Will you be my girlfriend again?" He whispers in my ear.

"I'd be honoured" I whisper back.

...

That was the most boring English lesson in the world. Me and the girls make our way to P.E and we get changed, now I'm in a better mood this should be a fun lesson. We walk down to the field and set up for javelin, me and Charlotte get told off for twerking against the javelin and I pretend to cry.

"The javelin went up my bum, sir" kelly and Charlotte are wetting themselves and so are the girls in my class.

"I will send you to see the head student, Alister plews!" He threatens.

"No, when I think of Alister my bum hole hurts, I think he malested me during the night" I say in a funny voice.

"Go away!" Sir shouts at me.

"Well that hurted my people inside of me" I say in a child-like tone.

"The people inside of you?" Sir questions.

"Yes the ones that tell me about sherbet" I nod at him. He lets it go and I sit down and carry on saying sherbet.

"Billie? Were you listening?" Sir shouts at me.

"Throw sherbet at him" I said, moving my hand like I was throwing some sherbet.

"Sir what if I javel my eye out?" Charlotte asks, god she's blonde. Sir sighs and rolls his eyes at her and Kelly says.

"You've really messed that up now Charlotte"

"Margret!" I say in a funny voice. The whole class is in hysterics the while lesson and I end up with no detentions for once, I don't understand, I always get them.

...

Me and Kelly plonk onto our beds and sigh as we are so tired.

"Is it bedtime?" I ask her.

"No, not yet" she replies.

"Well it is for me" I say and drift off to sleep.

I'm woken up by a banging at the door, I open it and my mum is standing at the door, shit.

(So, I know it's only short but hey, at least it's something, you may have noticed that I use links from their songs, I might do that a lot, haha it's because I love them and craze over them so I put it in their, anyway, tell me if you like 1D, I see that I have 400 and something views and I know my friends don't read it that many times so I would really appreciate it if you could leave some feed back on the book because I don't know if you guys actually like it or not, anyway plz vote and comment Lyasm no hate plz bye!x)