Look after you ~L.T~

Chapter 28

(Hey, this will have sexual words and parts in this chapter, just to warn you, it will be quite dirty)

Billies POV

We sat silently in the car, I know this sounds bad but, I'm not really upset about it, Louis is pretty shook up about it though, he really wanted to be a dad, me on the other hand I didn't mind, I was infact a little bit dreading it, all the crying, screaming, being sick, shitting, I couldn't handle that, I certainly not having the child, I mean it comes out your vagina for gods sake, imagine the pain.

"Are you ok?" Louis breaks the silence.

"I'm fine" I reply honestly.

"How?" He asks.

"Because, I was never really fully on board with the idea of having a child, the pain of giving birth scares the shit out if me" I tell him.

"Why, it only comes out of your bum, imagine it being like having sex abit" he shrugs.

"Boo, it doesn't come out of my bum, it comes out my vagina" As I say them words his eyes go wide.

"What?" He asks, astonished.

"Yeah" I nod.

"Wouldn't that hurt" he asks.

"That's what I'm saying" I explain.

"Oh, so actually, it's kind of good for you" he nods.

"Yeah, but I want a child, when I'm older" I say.

"Well, there's always adoption" he tries to make me feel better.

"I suppose" I nod.

"Are you ok?" I ask him.

"Well, I'm a little scard to life now" he laughs.

"I meant about loosing the baby"

"I'm a bit upset, but now that I know how it comes out, I'm glad, I would hate for you to go through that pain" he smiles at me.

"I love you" I smile back.

"I love you too" he responds.

"So, back at the doctors, that thing they gave you, did it like get rid of the baby?" He asks.

"Yes, they gave me it and it's pretty much, like uhm, devolving inside if me" That sounds bad, but I won't tell him that it will take a few days for the baby to be gone.

"Ok, by the way can you get them birth control tablets, just so you don't get pregnant for two months each time we have sex" he grins at me.

"Why can't you just use a condom?" I ask.

"Because, I like to feel you, properly" he explains.

"Fine" I give in.

...

"Kelly's at Niall's, do you want to come in?" I ask him.

"Yeah, we can see how well them birth control tablets you took earlier, work" he grins.

"Shut up" I laugh.

"Do you want some of the tommo?" He jokes. "Because otherwise you won't get any"

"Is that a threat or a promise?" I laugh.

"Be quiet" he smashes his lips onto mine, he swipe his tongue over my bottam lip, I decide to bite gently on his bottam lip, a moan escape his lips.

"Do you like that?" I smirk.

"You'll like this" he smirks back, I sit down on the bed and he pulls my top off, he stares at my chest and takes in the new bra I bought.

"Your killing me" he moans.

"You like red frills?" I tease.

"Yeah, but it looks better on the floor" he unclasps my bra and flings it on the floor.

"We are bad at getting over things" I laugh. He pulls down my jeans, along with my knickers and he slowly rubs against my clit, a moan escapes my lips and he brings his lips down to where his thumb is, he gently bites my clit and he flicks his tongue against it, I moan and curse under my breath. He grazes his tongue over my entrance, he darts his tongue in and out, he licks left and right, my hands find his hair and I tug at the roots in satisfaction.

"Louis" I moan.

He brings himself up so that his face is in line with mine. He kisses me and I slide down his trousers, along with his boxers. I gently massage his manhood and he inserts himself into me, I gasp and he allows a few seconds for me to adjust to his size, it has been two months after all. He thrusts slowly inside of me and I get used to him, he starts to get faster and faster.

"Louis" I moan again.

"Fuck, say my name, it's so fit" he moans. I know he loves it when I moan his name. He thrusts faster and it feels so good.

"Say my name" he breaths. I still don't say it so he pumps harder, it feels to good to keep my moans in.

"Louis, oh my god, Louis" I say under my breath. He goes a lot faster and harder now.

"Louder"

"Peop..."

"Louder" he cuts me off, he starts to suck on my sensitive spot just below my ear and I can't keep it in.

"Louis!" I moan, loudly. I drag my nails down his back and keep doing that over and over, I don't want to hold on to the bed sheets, I ripped them once my doing that. I feel my stomach get tighter and my legs begin to shake, I release around him and not long after his warm fluids fill the inside of me. His thrusts get slower and slower and eventually he collapses next to me, we both lay there, naked, breathing heavily.

"I love you" I kiss him.

"Love you more" he smiles against my lips. My phone buzzes on the desk and I pick it up.

*Me and Niall are coming back now, so put your clothes back on ;)* Kelly texts me! she knows me too well.

I tell Louis and he pulls his trousers and boxers back up his legs, I pull out a vest and some sorts, it's pretty steamy in here now, when I'm done he doesn't have his top on.

"Put your top back on" I tell him.

"No it's too hot, you wear it" he smiles. I take off my vest and put on his top, it smells of him and I smile.

About ten seconds after Kelly and Niall walk in and sit down on Kelly's bed, I lean against the wall and cross my legs. Louis lays on his stomach and Niall's eyes widen.

"Oh my god, what happend?" He asks him, look at Louis back and see the scratch marks I left on his back.

"Fell over"Louis lies.

"Billie, you were scratching his back during sex weren't you?" Kelly blurts out.

"Maybe" I answer shyly, Kelly raises her eyebrows at me. "Shuddup" I tell her.

"You's two are so aggressive" Niall says, referring to me and Louis during sex.

"I prefer the term 'sexually active' not aggressive" I say.

"Whatever, there the same thing" Niall huffs.

"You think that don't you?" I answer.

We sit and talk for about three hours until Kelly finally says.

"I think we're getting new lessons at school tomorrow, that's why we had today off, so they could sort it out"

"Oh my god, I can't wait to see who I'm with" I answer.

"I hope me you and Charlotte are definetly in the same classes, be so much fun" she smiles.

"Yeah" I laugh.

My eyes begin to get heavy and I eventually fall asleep with Louis.