drunk texts - editing

nineteen

Sid: can you pick me up?

Jess: Yeah... you ok?

Sid: men ain't shit. ill send you my location

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Jess said as Sid entered the old blue minivan. Sid shook her head and looked down. Sidney glanced at Jess and immediately felt a pang of jealousy and insecurity erupt in her. She was a tall girl, probably around 5'7, she had dirty blonde hair that was dyed, but they made a deal to never tell anyone, and she had beautiful brown eyes that glistened and turned a light caramel color in the Californian sunlight. She was beautiful, Sidney couldn't help but feel that if it were Jess instead of her, Harry wouldn't mind being seen in public.

Sidney shook the sudden insecurities out of her head and just focused on the feeling of complete and utter gratitude for her friend. "Thank you so much for picking me up" The pair met in a group chat for upcoming UCLA students, after weeks of talking online and stalking each other's social media, they decided to request to be roommates. When school came along, they hit it off instantly. They both knew each other's boundaries, Sidney liked that Jess never pushed her to open up about certain situations, and Jess liked having someone that was filled with as much energy as her.

"Of course! You know what, fuck boys, fuck Harry!" She exclaimed and this caused Sid to smile wide "We are going to go out and get so drunk and forget all about him!"

"Yes!" Sid cheered and she turned the dial on the radio up, since the somber mood had now changed to a happier one.

The radio began playing a familiar tune. "You're insecure, don't know what for" Jess and Sid both looked at each other.

"Bitch what the fuck!" the dark hair girl yelled and the two both erupted in laughter and changed the radio station. "That song sucks"

The two spent the rest of the day driving around and doing typical girl things in hopes it would make Sid feel better, and it somewhat did. The clock struck 10:30 PM and the girls decided it would be a good time to get ready.

"How hoe-y are we going tonight?" Sid asked as she looked through her closet.

"Extreme hoe," Jess said as she picked out a red tube top and a pair of black high waisted jeans to go with it. As they got ready the pair began drinking the liquor they had left. A few shots in and Sidney began feeling the familiar buzz. She put on a mesh long sleeve black top with a pink bralette underneath, she slipped on a black skirt with buttons going down the middle and threw on her grey Chelsea boots. As she was taking more shots, the night began getting blurrier. With every move she made she felt like she was moving in slow motion.
Everything seemed to be moving so quick but so slow at the same time before she knew it she was shutting the dented metal door with chipped red paint behind her. She entered the basement of the familiar frat house and saw people covering every square inch of it. She glanced down at her phone as it vibrated for what seemed like the hundredth time that night.
Sid opened her messages with Harry and couldn't help but feel a bit of hurt echo throughout her body.
Harry: sid
Harry: I'm really sorry I didn't mean to upset you
Harry: You just don't understand how much it sucks to have no privacy at all

Without giving it a second thought she locked her phone and shoved it in the pocket of her skirt. The more she thought about it the more she could see his side of things, but she knew it was kind of easier to be mad at him. She didn't have to worry about where she stood. What was she thinking really? They would date and fall in love and she would just be in school while he hung out with supermodels and toured the world. This was easier. 

The music became louder the closer the two got to the back of the room and for Sid, her glossy eyes became zoned out as she began swaying along to the music with Jess. 

After 30 minutes of cheering and shot taking, Sidney saw the familiar blonde haired boy out of the corner of her eye. She peered over past a few people and looked at Austin, and as if it was meant to be he looked at her too. Their eye contact lasted longer than the two realized and she watched as he began pushing people out of his way to get to her. He muttered a few "excuse me's" before he finally got to her. The drunk part of Sid was slow to realize what was happening and wasn't thinking much of it until he was right in her space. 

She watched as his mouth began moving but the music was too loud for her to hear anything he was saying. 

"I can't hear you!" She yelled back and he put his hand on her shoulder and pulled her in closer. She felt the familiar tingles climb up her spine as he placed his hand on her. 

"Can we talk?" Sidney nodded her head and he put his hand on her lower back and pulled her up the stairs and into a vacant room in the house. The walls were a dark blue color and she walked around the perimeter taking in the scene in front of her.

"I miss you, Sid" Austin muttered as he shut the door behind him. 

"You miss me?" her eyes widened "Then why- I don't get it" 

"I don't either," he sighed and let himself fall on the bed as he brushed his hand through his pale blonde locks that fell inches above his wide set shoulders, "I think I was confused" 

She nodded again and played with her fingernails while not looking up at him. He sat up and grabbed her by the waist and pulled her towards him "I just can't resist you" He said as he stood up to be at her level and ran his hand across her cheek, letting his thumb trace her lips. 

She smiled softly and her cheeks turned red at the feeling of his touch. "This is what I want," she thought as she placed her lips on his. 

Maybe it was the alcohol running through her veins, or the hurt she still felt from Harry, but right now she wasn't thinking.  She pushed him on the bed and simply thought "This is a problem for future me." Right now she was going to enjoy herself with the boy she missed. 

A/N: Hey guys! ok so I forgot to mention this last chapter but I was watching the Disney movie starstruck while writing it so if the situation sounds familiar.. ya know why. 
Also!!! this update?? TRASHY. The actual update is fine but the new icon... I am disgusted. Anyways hope you're doing well and hope u had a great valentines day <3