Black Wolf

Wedding

I could feel the wind in my face, the sun is rising. Ugh. . . damn window. Wait, I can feel the WIND!! I opened my eyes, I'm just out side my house, laying on the ground. The ground is softer then my bed, still I'm outside. The side of my body is a tad wet from the morning dew. I slowly get up from the ground, the pain from the night before ache. Slowly, I breath hard through my nose. When I finally sat up, I closed my eyes, counting in my head how many times my body thobs from the pain? I will not cry, I cried last night. I couldn't even make it inside.

"Hmmm, You're awake?" I know this voice, I hated this voice.

"What do you want?" I get thrown back to the ground with a kick in my face. Now my face thob and so did my body.

"How dare you speak to me that way. I am your mother! You will repected me!" I turn to face her slowly getting up. I wanted to laugh in her face, but if I did that. I don't know if I could last another beating.

"My apologize, May I asked what brings you to my lovely home."

"Your sister found her mate. The Alpha's son. We were all wondering why he hasn't found his mate, Now we know why. He was wait for your sister to become of age." She giggled like a high school girl.

My sister, the one that has brought joy to my family. Big whoop. Who cares, NOT ME! But what does this have to do with me?

"I'm sorry mother, I don't mean to be rude. What does that have to do with me?" Her clear blue eyes stared at me as if I just slapped her. I would have kicked me again if I was close to her.

"We are throwing the wedding today! I came to invite you. I don't know why, but your sister insteaded on it."

Oh, I see. She wanted to rub it in my face that she shifted, now found her mate and now getting married. I would find it weird for a 15 year old to get married a 19 year old. Then again why do I care. I can't do nothing now. I sigh, I got up from the damp floor.

" What time mother?"

"Sunset. Now if you'll excused me, I have much to do."

She walked away, not looking back. I watched her leave. I remember when she loved me as much as my sister. I was the apple in her eye, the one that can do no wrong. And then we all turned 10 years old, and then I turned 11, 12, 13, 14, 15.

"Kick her out! I don't want to see her anymore. She shamed us all!"

"Mom?"

"Don't call me that! Leave! NOW!!"

Still fresh in my mind. The pain of not being wanted. I have been hit, kicked bullied, but I could handle it because I had my family. Till it was all taken away from me. But who cares about the past right. Not like I can go back and change it. As if I would do anything differently. It how I became me.

"Still in pain?"

"Huh?" I quickly turn to face him. I didn't hear him walk up on me. I'm must be really losing it, because he snuck up on me. It was the guy who apologized to Maggie.

"I asked are you still in pain?"

"Oh, this? Please this is nothing to the beating that the Delta whips out."

"Delta? Does he beat you often?"

"No, but when he does it get pretty bad. What do you want?"

"Temper. Let me ask you something." What would he want from me?

"What?"

"Why do you put up with this? Why not leave?"

Of course, because it so easy to just leave. Well, really it is easy to leave. I wouldn't survie though. I would be marked as a runaway rogue. DUH!