Black Wolf

Fourty

I sat down on the kitchen island counter, with a bowl of creal next to me as Ben took care of my wound on my neck.

"This is bad." Ben said as he was cleaning it up. "You should get the Pack doctor to look at it."

"No, I don't trust anyone, but you." We have been home for then 10 min. And no sign of the Alpha. I didn't  care anymore, I should be use to the people I care about me to turn away from me. That is when I tought about the stupid song "Shake it off"

But I keep cruising
Can't stop, won't stop moving
It's like I got this music
In my mind
Saying, "It's gonna be alright."

'Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
Heart-breakers gonna break, break, break, break, break
And the fakers gonna fake, fake, fake, fake, fake
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off

GREAT! Now it going to be stuck in my head all damn night. I could see the sun starting to rise.

"There, should be good for now, just take it easy. I don't know why you are not  healing like your suppose to. Now let me look at your back." I let the turtle neck hide my neck wound, Ben lend me some of his clothes.

I finished off my creal, I turn on the counter lifted my shirt just to expose my back, to Ben.

"Well it's not bad as the neck wound, but this also, is not healing." He said as he started to clean the wound. I can feel the stink.

"It's not healing because our mate caused it." Star said softly.

"Huh?"

"It has been said a long time ago, that the one we are made for, destine, that if they were to hurt us, we heal as if we were mortals. Because-"

"They were to protect us." I finished for her. Maggie did say that once. It explains why my old Delta's wife never heal and died.

"I don't understand." Ben said, more to himself then to me.

"It's not healing because he is my mate, he is suppose to protect me, not hurt me." I was unfazed, I just felt numb. It's like I didn't care anymore. Thinking of Dimitri, I didn't get that warm fuzzy feeling. That feeling that I wanted to be around him.

I was so deep in my thought that I didn't hear someone come into the room. Till I heard a soft growl. When I looked up to see Dimitri was still pissed off. He had a scar over his eye, from when I sratch him. The bite was covered. He took a few bites himself. I notice the over powering sent of vanilla. I knew he was with her. But I couldn't smell the sweet tangy strawberrys anymore.

"We need to talk." He said very deep.

"Yes, Sir." Ben said. Because he lost his title and been dumped to Omega. He has to say sir or Alpha.

"No, not you. I'll deal with you later. Stella."

"Whatever." I put my shirt down, and rolled my eyes. I turn to get off the island and followed him, to his office. I still didn't know my way around. Which is fine I don't think I'll around much longer.

As we reached his office he sat behind his desk.

"Sit."  He commanded

"I'll stand, thanks." He was fuming. I could tell that it was only him that was mad. Not his wolf, usally when werewolves get angry, and the wolves as well, their eyes kind of glow.

"What you did today was-" There was a knock on the door. We both looked at the door to see someone pop their head in.

"Alpha, you wanted to see me?"

"Mark, Yes. From this moment on wards you will be Beta." I have seen Mark around but not enough to really know the person. Mark looked taken back.

"Sir? I don't mean to question your decion, but what of Ben?"

"Ben is an Omega, nothing more to disscus you are dismissed."

"Sir." And with that Mark was left with questions running though his mind. He might go look for Ben for answers.

"Where was I?" I said nothing as I again faced him."Right, What you did today was unexcuseable." I had to hold myself from rolling my eyes. "You will be punished for the acts you have done."

"What is the punishment?" He must have though I was going to aruge with him, but I was done fighting. I don't think I did anything wrong, but whatever. He was taken back.

"10 lashes for running, another 10 for not obeying, and 10 for the fight. another 10 for Katy neck. She has a huge bite mark, good think she healed, but that is besides the point."  Really! Did he  hear himself? First of all she got in the way. I was start to feel angry, but Star started to hum calming myself down. She knew this was going to be it.

"40 lashes. Got it. When do we get it over with." His eyes widen, he didn't seem to grasp why I was doing this when earlier today, I refused to obey.

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The whole pack was outside, Ben was at the side line with a worry look on his face. Everyone circled me as my arms were tide up and back exposed. Dimitri was talking to Mark who had a whip in his hand.

"How many?" Ben said in my head. I'm glad I had a friend.

"40."

"What?!?! The most he ever give was five! Why forty?"

"I think because he though, I would argue with him and he would lower it."

"So why didn't you?"

"Because Ben, I'm done fighting for something that doesn't belong to me."

"But he was made for you."

"Yeah, I know. As I was made for him, but he doesn't see it that way." I finished telling Ben.

"Any words you would like to say before we begin?" Dimitri came to my face.

"Yeah."

"Well?"

"I want you to be the one to give me the lashings."

"NO!" Ben shouted out loud. He knew, that Dimitri did it. I wouldn't heal as fast.

"Is that what you want?" Dimitri ignored Ben.

"Yes, my Mate. It is what I want." I glared at him. I must make him be on his toes because again he was taken back by my words.

"Fine. Mark give me that." As he disapeared from my view, I looked at the sky. I felt a tear running down my face. Star was trying to keep me calm, but we had agreed to put him to the test. This was it. The sky was bright, it was a beautiful day. The birds sing a song to each other, love was in the air. I seen a pare of butterfly playing tag with each other.

I lost myself in the woods, till the first lash kissed my back.

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Sorry, I haven't been updating this book. I have so many ideas for others. I haven't forgotten this one, it just after a while I hit a wall. Till today, I was playing volleyball when I thought of an idea. I lost my game because of it. Oops! Well I got two chapters done. I think there so many errors and I'm sorry for that. But I just wanted to give you something.

Again, sorry and Enjoy.

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