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On (I dunno what day) of 2017 I found Hamilton. (Musical)

And I've fallen in love with it ever since. 3 years (including this one)...Hamilton has been the one thing that made me feel emotion.
Through every agonising minute of my being... the only thing on this earth that made me feel emotions again.
But lately I've been loosing interest in everything, all the things I once found fun...has vanished and no longer interests me anymore....including Hamilton.

Hamilton will always have a special place in my heart but I've been trying to convince myself that I still love and obsessed with Hamilton but it's not working.

I had dreams of performing on Hamilton, but nothing seems interesting anymore, and I'm scared, Hamilton has always been a safe place for me...I use listen to it and the whole world fades away...

So I think my Hamilton obsession is coming to an end. But I don't want it to... I don't want Hamilton to come to an end for me. I really don't.
I also use to love writing but now it just seems my stories aren't interesting... I re-read them and they aren't interesting, by stories are boring to read. I think I'll discontinue them.
I'll feel so... it doesn't matter anymore, I don't care anymore...
I'm fine.
I'm fine.